work, work, work.....

Last Wednesda(March 3) we went to cubao with my "baby's" colleagues from UST to hang-out at their friend's place. That place seems to be familiar to me since I stayed there for 2 months when I attended my apprentice at ABS-CBN and when I attended the training for my first Job. We went to Araneta Center and I'm amazed since there were huge changes on the place because there were some building renovations and road reconstructions. And one of the newest place there would be the Gateway mall but unfortunately we wouldn't able to enter because the mall's about to close. So we just stayed around it and look for a place so we could dine coz' I'm about to be starved.

There's alot of food houses that we could dine-in but we cannot figure out our common taste that time and that's how we end up with a fast-food, which is the place where I attended my first job as a Management Trainee(I opt not to mention it). I felt awkward at first coz I may meet some of the previous co-workers and they might ask me with why I didn't finish the training(coz I can't see myself doin that job for a long period of time). So we enter and order some food and before I knew it, the place seems to be the same as it was before. As I walked-in, I remember the days I spend on this place as if it was just yesterday and I recall the moments that I make kulitan with pareng "edmond", chelle and chery, my fellow trainees. As I looked back, I realized that this place is full of memories for me since I used to do things here and I used to learned alot , not only for my Job but also as a person. I've learned how to enjoy doing these things eventhough it's againts my will, but despite of these I just sort it out that this is not for me....that there would be any other else.. yes, the fact that I enjoy the task maybe just a result from having these co-trainees that I had funn hangin-out with (esp the Sibil in Morato days..)but it is a carreer and as my Mom says, you should enjoy what you are doing and not because of other people, because they cannot teach you to be happy and to be contented... it was then that I realized that what if I'm still on that Job, Maybe I'm a manager right now and I can say that I'm playing a big responsibility in that Industry and I don't know if I would be effective in that career since I really do not want the things that I'm doing and unlike now, I just play with the job that feeds not only me but all of my "luho at kapricho" so at the end of the day, I just smiled and say "sige na nga, pagbubutihin ko na sa work ko" and on the last thought, I'm blessed coz atleast I do now what are the things that makes me happy and not forced to do things I never do, not in my dreams..........