2 be?

"to be or not to be" -a famous line from shakespeare's "Hamlet". A line that I contradicted during my "Works of Shakespeare" class back in College. Many of them (including my dean and some of my classmates) was awed in disbelief when I disagree with this statement. I said that we're grown ups and old enought to know what's right from what's wrong. I insisted that a person should be responsible enought to know what is the right decision and should know and stand up for the consequences of every action he has to take..

Sadly, Shakespeare turned out to be right... There are things that we thought we can handle and we assume on every outcome. We jump into conclusions.

Even grown ups are faced with such dillemas that are out of their control. There are such conflicts that leaves us cluless, unable to decipher the ending but we need to choose. Life is a very complex obstacle.. a never ending cycle. We can end up with something we don't expect, regardless what we choose or which side we take..

But one thing I learn, that there is no certainty in this world, we may be given several options to choose, it's up to us. the only thing is that we can only choose one and there's got to be no turning back. Just don't expect that you'll end up with what you've anticipated. we don't usually get what we prefer. Don't also be hard on yourself if you learn that what you did not pick is the best one you could have....

I once thought that everything happen according to what's destined for us but what as we grow, as we move on, we have to ask ourselves the question to be or not to be...

In everything that we do, we have to deeply think and considerwhat is good not only for ourself but for everyone... Not all what we want or desired can be and should be attained.. not all what we hoped for would always be wha'ts best for us...

brooke..

brooke had a miscarriage... it was very devastating.. not only for us but for her as well.. she cried for a long time.. she got confined at the clinic.. and we pitied her so much..

But now she's back on her feet.. a bit "maarte" still, but she's always like that.. needs too much attention.. we've decided not to let her be pregnant again.. and she would only be our baby...

my brooke

just to let it out.........

"It's so frustrating how other people just can't get it.. if it's done, then let it be... move on... get a life...."

Been busy the past few days doing floor supports for the newbies.. it's flattering to be chosen as a "Subject Matter Expert" or SME. But on the other hand, you can't prevent other people to question or challenge you on this. It's a human nature, bound to hippocrity and insecurities. I can't blame them, I mean they've been here in this Company for a long time. But i just want to emphasize one thing, I'm not the one who put myself into this, I was appointed.

My bestfriend celebrated his birthday last week. I got hurt. I've heard that he threw out a party for his co-workers. I was not invited. He said he was not able to plan for anything due to financial issues. I've send him a text message confirming about the news, but I haven't received any... but i'll wait. need to wait for his side...

My other 2 girl bestfriends has been texting me as well, said they missed me so much. I'll try to see them this time.... miss them alot...

I haven't got the pics for the 2 gallera trip Ihad this summer.. one with my team and the other is with my barkada. Still, I still don't have the copies... tag-ulan na...

I have a new song on my ipod, it's an eric bennet song entitled, "The Last time".. it was very serene...

my brooke

t.v. and alot more..

"Heroes"


Breath-taking, that's how I describe the last Chapter of "Heroes"... It will move you at the end of your seat... Thought the last part of it will leave you hanging as well. Is sylar still alive? If he had his last premonition about his death, what's with the blood that flows down the manhole? How about the another occurence of an eclipse when Hiro Nakamura travelled back in 17th century of Japan? What will happen to the Petrelli Broher's? will they be out of the Season 2? or are they still alive after what happened? Well, it's gonna be a long wait for us....














"antm cycle 7"


As for antm cycle 7, It should be Melrose. But then again, it was given to the nicey blond girl cari. Maybe Tyra needs to change the title of her reality show. It should be now, America's next nice model... It is very Obvious that Melrose should have won. Since day one, she's very fashionable, very model-looking. What I don't get is that she was not chosen not because she's good but because of "attitude"? I mean, If that's what they are trying to imply that model's can't be some kind of bey**ch, well, let me say this, model's are human and they can be whateve they want to be. They are "fashion models" and not "role" models...Infact, they deserve to act like a diva, I mean if they can be one, then they can act like one... and point taken, Tyra is not the stereotyped model, but let's face it, thousands out there are bunch of primadonnas... because they're models... no question...
















"Cast of Grey's Anatomy"


As for grey's, I haven't watch the last few episodes of Season 3.. Hope'll be able to see it.. I'm excited as ever...

my brooke