Sunday, December 28, 2008

holliday fever

If the christmas will be considered as a fever, it's definitely and undoubtedly an outbreak by now.

Yes, I was a fan but right after I realized that there's more than the gift-giving, the partying, the festives, the shopping, and the over-eating that can be best descibed as "gluthony", it suddenly came to me that most of us are overdoing "CHRISTMAS".

Bitter as it may seem but I say It was a not-so-happy christmas for me this year. I can't still decipher the reason for all this uncertainties.It was surprisingly a desolate and melancholic holiday for me.

I've been to parties, I've bought the good stuff I've been yielding for months, I kept in touch with old friends, I am so happy with my partner and monetary speeking, I should say it was more than enought, but It left me in despair as the christmas day itself approached.

As I tried to figure it out, It just made me more sad.. as ever. I am facing this loneliness in the midst of christmas. I am not alone.. I was never alone.. But the felling of "something's lacking" made me feel uncomfortable, it almost made me shed a tear.

It was not kaartihan, I guess, I missed a lot of things and I can't do anything to bring them back. As a kid, I had so many unforgettable christmas and some of it are not-so-nice ones. back then, I tried to convince my self that I may not be one of the lucy kids who celebrate the season with their families, with delightful presents, with delicious dishes on their tables, and a "cultured" holiday, but at least I get to be with the ones who raised me and that completes it.

To cut everything, I wasn;t with my family because they're not around. My parents (foster) stayed in Bohol, and my siblings (foster din) are all out of country, so I have to be at the office since I had a shift... but again, I was not alone.. I'm just lonely...

But the new year was great... I welcome the year with a blast at "the fort" and it was, I can say, a lot better that christmas. On new year's day, I stayed at the "Leonen's" with my friends and hang around...

the holliday was exhausting and emotionaly draining.... but saving the best for last is always the best thing to do.. thanks for the presents.. I appreciate them a lot!

Monday, December 08, 2008

catching up again

It took me years to update my blog (exaggeration)... I guess time run so fast that that I couldn't barely recall the last time I even viewed my own BLOG. I have not missed a single month in updating my file but this year seems to be anticipated due to the demands of my JOB. Being a Quality Analyst is more than just a job. It entails a very dreary routine that left me lifeless, most of the time that is.

But on the bright side, I always try to find time to be cheery whenever opportunity knocks on my very own doorstep. From the flabbergasting back-to-back concert of Rihanna and Chris Brown, to the phenomenal Twilight movie, I did not waste my time just the catch these exciting highlights if this year.

Yes, I was there when almost everyone I know attended the much awaited concert of the year. Rihanna and Chris Brown rocked manila as they performed almost all of their best hits as the reigning R&B king and queen of today showcased their talent last November 16, in Taguig. It was a superb experience since the “Beyonce experience tour”. I can’t still help my self humming into “BUM BUM DEE BUM BUM BUM DEDAM DUM” (whatever).

I’m used to being called EDWARD at work, (hoping it will just stay there) during the “TWILIGHT” fever. To be perfectly honest, I was not even in to it’s book and I did not even recognized the fact that it was known world-wide until it became a huge success on it’s motion picture version. I found myself curled in my most comfortable position as I watched the movie last November 29 at the Globe Platinum Cinema at the Gateway mall. Mesmerized, not only with the scenes and effects, but also with the portrayals of Robert Pattinson (also known as Cedrick Driggory) and Kirsten Stewart as Edward Cullen and Bella Swan, It was clear that I was also hooked and even watched it the 2nd time at Trinoma last Sunday.

Now, I am almost done reading its second installment, “NEW MOON” as another mythical creature was introduced. I am only on my 3rd day today and I could say that it’s new phenomenon among the series I was fascinated with.

My attention has invaded once again by “VALKYRIE PROFILE”, the most stunning RPG (role playing game) I have played since legend of legaia, god of war, and Orochie. I am on Chapter 6 and a few more goals to hit and I’m done after a year of almost loosing my patience just to finish the game. It might be the longest game I played to date.

I got my PSP last November. The long wait is finally over. Thanks to my friend.

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I’ll be spending the next weekend in BOHOL with my high school friends. Madel came home all the way form CANADA and she was here for a long vacation. It’s good to know that we will be reunited after a couple of years of not seeing each other. The friendship is almost 12 years and it’s only now that we will be on an out-of-town trip. It seems as if it was just yesterday as I grasp the nostalgic memory of our high school years. As I looked back to our priceless and unforgettable past, I couldn’t help but laugh especially on our own misfortunes.. like the most embarrassing “BUBBLE GUM” and “BASA ang DAMO” episodes of my fist years as a high school kid.

I spent my senior year with my all-guy friends after madel transferred to another school but that did not stop us from seeing each other. During college, we still find time to see each other thought it was my time to be far away as I did my schooling in Baguio City.

Moreover, I am looking forward to see them again and I can’t wait to reminisce on the good days we had with them. That is why we can all relate to High school musical (1,2 or 3) since we all experienced that very moment of our lives. (yeah, I watched the movie version… just enough to consider myself sappy.. at times.. I do admit)


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It has been a year… and everything seems to be very solid.. the memory began to be filled… though at times, things may drift us apart,, but I guess, that would just make us stronger.. we are growing.. maturing.. days passes… but we are learning.. and we develop.. not only to be grown ups.. but also the relationship seems to be very fruitful… the love has evolved into something mature.. something serious.. I hoped that this would bind us more.. to fight against the adversaries of life… to remain brave… and to be courageous… life would be meaningless without you by my side… I am thankful.. we’re hanging on.. clinging on.. don’t let go… I won’t… I’ll stay with you.. for as long as you wanted me to… for as long as I can your life.. and you are mine…

Friday, August 29, 2008

catching up

It's almost the end of August and time flies... I was so busy with so many things as of thee moment and that kept me from my BLOG. It was a very stressful month indeed. I'll be into so many activities in the next few months.

I'll be in Baguio by September, then my office friends are planning to attend our "OCTOBEFEST", then come December, I might be out of town again (maybe Palawan) with my "early" highschool friends. The 10th year Anniversary of our HS barkada didn't push through because of the busy scheds but I hope I would be able to find time for that.

My job demands so much of my time and energy that I can't even find time to see a movie. The good thing is that I started my work-out again and It is also stressful since I really have to loose a lot of weigth. My primary photo on my frinedster would proove how much I gain. I also have lots of PICS to share but for now, they are all posted on my friendster.

iPhone 3G will be available in the Philippines by September and it still cost a lot but I would really waned to get one. Hopefully by early next year.

Friday, July 04, 2008

NYC--June 26, 08

I so hate the feeling of being unproductive. I mean there were days that we need to relax a bit and just let anything go of the hook. But as they say, too much of something isn’t good. It’s been days and I am not doing my job. As in I am not doing anything as of this moment. With too much obsessive compulsiveness, I don’t lavishly indulge myself into fruitless hours doing nothing but star gazing or daydreaming especially at work.

NYC

Basically, at home I find time to watch “UGLY BETTY” (it’s one of my favorite series). Sometimes I am so hooked that I was able to finish 3 episodes before going to sleep. (That was last night). The other week I was able to finish “Gossip Girl” XOXO, that I got so frustrated because the DVD that I bought somewhere, down the pedestal part of Makati, because it was not complete. And 3 weeks ago I was able to see the most anticipated movie of the year, “Sex and the City”.

They all have something in common, what else, NYC. The setting of each T.V. series revolved around the streets and events in the BIG APPLE. It’s one of the celebrated places that I want to go to, sometime. I was so fascinated with its busy streets, prominent trademarks, the most watched stage plays, its diverse culture, and most of all it is where the American dream is.

New York City is a place full of dreams. From the high-end Manhattan to the streets of Brooklyn, from the ghetto Bronx to the old folks of Queens, It is somehow influenced/s us. I, for one, since living in the Metropolis of Makati somewhat relates to the lives of the characters of these T.V. series, though there’s a huge difference. Being surrounded with New York inspired phenomenons, lifestyles, personalities, and commodities such as YELLOW CAB, BROOKLYN PIZZA, DKNY, NY FRIES, 42ND ST, HAIRSPRAY, NEW YORK BEST SELLING BOOKS, NY TIMES, CS NY, NY KNICKS, NY YANKEES, MARIAH CAREY, NAPOLIS, TIFFANY’S, HIPHOP OF BRONX, and a lot more!

And speaking of New York enthused, How can I forget the movies that moved me such as, THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA, AN AFFAIR TO REMEMBER, KINGKONG, PHONE BOOTH, 13 GOING ON 30, HOW TO LOOSE A GUY IN 10 DAYS, BREAKFAST AT TIFFANY’S, YOU’VE GOT MAIL, SERENDIPITY, HOME ALONE, LITTLE STUART, SPIDER-MAN, THE TERMINAL, RAISING HELEN, GANGS OF NEW YORK, ENCHANTED, 27 DRESSES, SWAT, I AM LEGEND, GODZILLA, as in so many pa..

I remember a quote from someone saying “If you were able to survive in New York, you can survive anywhere”, I say, Filipinos can survive everywhere so why not conquer the Big City.

I have been dreaming to be there, I want to be a part of it… New York, New York!

JUNE 17

I was at the Mall last weekend to buy my best friend a gift for his 26th birthday. I never failed to give him something every time there's an occasion and he never failed (well, almost) to give me a present as well.
 
While I was in search for the best gift at The Block, I suddenly realized that since he is earning more than I do (not to sound bitter or what) and since he is now capable of buying material stuff for himself, It suddenly came to me that I should give him something that is different, something not usual or something that can easily fade.
 
I, then, decided to go straight to "Fully Booked" (has been my favorite bookstore) and scavenge for the best book. He used to read and I know that it’s going to be the perfect gift. I want him to remember me or our friendship, how it began, whenever he reads the book. So I picked “Running after Winston Charles” the author of the book, “The Devil wears Prada”. The book, according to its description, is “so us”.

I also used to read well I still am but I the last book I finished was the 7th Installment of Harry Potter Book, “the deathly hollows”. It’s been a year and I would love to read and it was very envious of me because I want that same book I gave my best friend.


The next week, my office friend, Chery brought a book from the infamous Bob Ong. It is called, “stainless longganisa”. To be perfectly honest, I am not a fan of him. Maybe because of so many forwarded messages that I’ve been receiving almost everyday about Bob Ong’s famous lines which really annoys me. But to my surprise, I found myself scanning the pages of the book.

What caught my attention was not his writing skill nor the content of his book. What it made me hooked to it as I sat down at the corner of the room was something we have in common, we have the same humor. And it was then I realized that I just finished Page 35 just after a few minutes. The book revolved around the concept of writing and the unfolding of his writing abilities. He was able to juxtapose his experiences as an author and his inspirations as he grows.

It made me looks back at the days that inspired me to read and somehow, write. From the Grimm Brothers to Hans Christian, I counted some of the first readings I had. The comic book Archie is definitely one of them. I’m fond of reading comics even the local ones and I have this fondest memoir of asking my sister to lend me her copy of “your daily Horoscope”. It was one of the top sellers before and It has one of the best tagalog stories I read from a comic-book wihich eventually became a hit Movie, “Sa isang sulok ng mga Pangarap”.

Reading books is one of the things I usually do usually if I’m alone of there’s an available one to read. I am fascinated with the works of John Grisham (The Client, The firm, et al), Patricia Cornwell’s Hornet’s nest, Dan Brown’s “Angel’s and Demon’s”, and “The Vinci Code”, And some of the works of Mario Puzo, Stephen King, Anne Rice, Candace Bushnell, Mitch Albom and of course, J. Rowling.

I can definitely read almost any books about anything under the sun. I am not particular with any genre. There was this one incident wherein I found myself reading one of the novels of Bienvenido Ramos, An author about romance pocket books. Well, that was a long time ago and I was just a kid.

From books, I used to read magazines too. I had a bunch of FHM Magazines and I stopped purchasing when it became very commercial and “gasgas” that everyone knows it and reads it. My first FHM subscription was the July 2001 edition and it has Myle Dizon. It was magnifying to me because of its feature articles about man’s lifestyle that you can’t find through the pages of COSMO, PREVIEW or METRO. I also used to read CHALK Magazine because I was, then, a freshmen student and it used to feature a lot about College life. Then now, I have new sets of magazine subscription which I ought not to dwell on.


And then there’s BLOG.





 

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

survey from my friendster account....

HIGH SCHOOL QUESTIONS:
1. Inaaway mo ba yung guard sa gate?
> minsan.. kahit isang guard lang xa.. si kabudbud hehehehe

2. Lagi ka bang nalelate?
> hindi.. may school service ako kahit hs na hehehehe

3. Complete uniform ka ba lagi?
> 'course.....

4. Sumusunod ka ba lagi sa mga school
rules??
> medyo.. bagets pa kasi kaya di pa umaangal...

5. Kumakanta ka ba ng Pambansang awit?
> required eh


6. Active ka ba sa klase?
> depende sa subject heheheh

8. Nakikipagdaldalan ka ba habang
naglelesson ang teacher?
> naman.... may bubble gum incident pa nung 2nd year... hehehehe kahiya...

9. Hinaharass mo ba ang mga teacher
nio?
> bubble gum ni apung july hehehehe

10. Napa office kna ba?
> twice

11. Napahiya ka na ba sa klase?
> bubble gum incident.. hmmmnnnn

13. Gumagawa ka ba ng assignments o
copy lang?
> gumagawa,,, ginawa na nga naming business bi emil eh.. hehehe

14. Kumakain ka ba tuwing break?
> most of the time

15. Nangutang ka na ba sa kaklase mo?
> hindi.. pero pinagbabaon ako ng mga babae kong friends

16. Natutulog ka ba sa klase?
> nope...

17. Pumapasok ka ba sa ibang room?
> oo naman.. sinusundo pa nga ng adviser lalo na pag over break...

18. Gusto mo ba ang mga patakaran
ninyo sanyong eskwelahan??
> ok lang... hindi organized pero ok na rin.. enjoy pa din

19. Nagtetext ka ba habang nagkaklase
kayo?
> di pa uso text nun... mga "penback" na halos everyday meron dapat... inuuna pa sa assignement hehehe=
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20. Nagdadala ka ba ng mga pagkain sa
room niyo?
> nope... humihingi lang... pg diba hehehehe

21. Ano pinaka mahirap na subject mo sa hs?
> Math...

22. Natawag mo na bang "sir" ang
ma'am nyo, at "ma'am" ang sir niyo?
> most of the time

23. Ano ang pangalan ng eskuwelahan mo?
> NSI..... Angeles City

you...

>After so many dramas, after so many tears wasted, and after so many time consumed of convincing oneself that the person you just spent your days with would be the person you truly love and cared for and sadly, it wasn't. Most of us, were blinded that we found the person that we've been longing for once we felt the attraction and the attachment. Little did we know that the person, that we hoped for, would not be the "one" and there would be someone else that is destined for us.

As we go along our own journey, we may bump into different type of people from all walks of life. Some may left us with the impression that they are the rightful person or the one that is the answer to our daily prayers but to our surprise,they're just another failed romance or failed relationship. We may always fall for the wrong person for so many reasons but does it really matter when in the end, we will end up with who's right for us?

I asked myself when I ever fell for someone?, like the real meaning of falling in love... I counted all of the relationship I had and I found myself in silence. I couldn't help but wonder..... did I really fell in love with someone?

I, for one, would be hypocrite if I will deny all the relationships I had. Of course, I fell for each of them. I would not be in any of these relationship if I never committed myself and never had the feeling. But this I'm sure of, Yes, I loved, but have I ever fell for someone so deep, that I can give my life with? That I can tell the world that I love that person no matter what, that I can give up everything I have just for that person, that I love that person without any condition? That I can spend the rest of my life with?

To my surprise, after so many weeping and pain, I just now realized that, yes, I am in love and I can say that I just finally found that person. And again, a big yes, because I know, amidst of this overwhelming relationship are the endless trials, trials that I am more than willing to put a fight a with. As they say, the mirror has two faces.

I've been to so many difficulties. I fought so many battles and lost some but this is something that I can't afford to loose for this is my life and you made it more beautiful. I may show some weakness in the battlefield but it may only be a manifestation that I am only human. I get hurt, I cry, but I won't surrender. There may be lots of enemies surrounding us, like bandits who tried to hold us down, but rest assured that I am at your side.. I won't ever leave you..


Happy birthday...

Thursday, June 05, 2008

My Bora Experience

At long last, I was able to plunge into the crystal clear water and lay along the white smooth sand of the famous BORACAY.. I had the chance to go there and took advantage of the last few days of SUMMER of '08. I was able to start it with my friends at puerto gallera on March 15-16 (as written on my blog) and ended it at the BoRa.

I heard a lot of stories about the heavenly beauty of BORA and I made a promise that I will try it myself. I've been to several places like Bohol, Vigan, Nueva Ecija, Bulacan, and the shores of Pagudpud, Zambales, Bataan, Subic, La Union and so many others but Boracay is the best so far.....

It was also my first time to travel through plane and it was exciting...

It was a 50-minute ride from the Manila Domestic Airport to Caticlan airport and another 15 minutes ferry ride from the Airport to the Jitty sea port. It would cost you atleast 1k to transfer from port to port until you reach your hotel or resort that you will be staying. We were so fortunate to avail for the transfer package that our Hotel offered. It was less than the normal fee and we have a tour guide to assist us and it was a huge help since it's our first time to be in Boracay.

We stayed in Alta Vista de Boracay. It is a very new place in Boracay but I can say that they offer first class service and the place is very good. It is a condotel with several villas, of which some are still under construction. Every room has a bath tub (and I really have to point this one out)and a lanais with over looking view. It is, by the way, located at the ecovillage at the hill top, adjascent to Club fairways and the on-going construction of Shangri-la.

It was a 5-10 minute drive from the hotel up to the white beach. The "white beach" is
a 4 kilometer white-sand beach divided into 3 stations (and every station corresponds to every social-economic structures.. as they say). Station 1 is where you can find the high-end bars, hotels and resorts. Station is the middle, this is where you can find the ever famous D'Mall. It is the most active part of the beach since you get to find so many things to do. it is where you can get the services, such as massage, spa, diveing lessons, beach-sports/activities (snorkling, parasailing, sunset sailing, banana boating, et al). This is also where you can dine with so many restaurants and cafe's like "ARIA" and "Don Vito". It is also where the ever "Regency Hotel" is located. This is where we stayed and I have so many photos that I posted almost all on my friendster account. Station 3 is where you can have cheaper goods like souvenire items and delectable but cheap food. It is also the most crowded since it is where the residencial part of the Island is located.

We were also able to go to "PUKA BEACH" despite of it's privacy. With the help of our Hotel assistants, we were able to stay there for a couple of hours. That's where I was able to obtain my "TAN" that I've wanted to achieve for years.

Buffets Coffees, Smoothies, Sun bathing, Sunset sailing, Shopping, walking, and all that stuff... there's so many things to enjoy during the stay. I can't even upload
all of my pics on my blog because they're so many. I wanted to share almost all of the things I did during my 4-day and 3-night stay but Time is really rinnning out...

till then.






























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Friday, May 02, 2008

sentiments....

After feeling jaded, pour out, and secluded, I find myself writing this entry on my workstation. I can’t even think of anything else to share. First, let me start that our system is at rest that just made my day. I am supposed to scuttle things as the Month-end approaches, but then again, I was caught off-guarded. It is not turning out as I anticipated things to happen.

Effervescently, I suddenly thought that time management is something that I have to work on.
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Our Bora get-away is on treading water due to the unforeseen circumstances. We have to move the date but as decided, it will pull off before the scorching heat ends. We have so many plans and I know that everything that we endeavor will somehow work.
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Our team decided to have our own team-building, which is a classic and “real” one. And I’m not in any mood to go because of the fact that there are people that I yearn not to see at all and unfortunately, they’re going to be a part of it. I don’t want to leave, any of my superior, an impression that I’m trying to have this attitude. But the reality is, my attitude is not even half of what they have or what they are trying to demonstrate. I’m actually nice to someone that shows politeness towards me or other people. I am not at all fastidious in regards to picking my own set of friends, but it’s more of the understanding that it’s easy to be with someone who is true.
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I was still fascinated with “E=MC2”. I was in awe whenever I listen to it. I always find myself humming some of the songs from the album. She is still the reigning Queen.
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I am definitely into AI! It’s fixating me. I just hope that Sayeesha Mercado would nail it


written on April 27, office, Makati

Friday, April 25, 2008

Can't wait.. part 2

Here's another dose of my crave for the next best things....

Can't wait to listen to:


Mariah's E=mc2

Can't wait to watch:



Gossip Girl season 2


Heroes season 3


ANTM cycle 10

Can't wait to download;


Sayesha Mercado's "Vanishing"



David Cook's "Always be my baby"

to be continued....

Saturday, April 19, 2008

My "Can't wait" for 2008

It's more likely 7 months before the end of the year and yet I have planned so many things to do, to go to, to see, to have, within this year.. So many things to achieve and yet, so little time.... I just wanna share what's in store for me for the of the year ....


Can't wait to be in:


Boracay! a month from now.......


Can't wait to see:


Half Blood Prince on NOvember 08.



Dark knight, July 18, 2008.



Sex and the City, May 30, 2008




Narnia, Prince of Caspian May 16, 2008



Can't wait to have (if ever i'll have)


N73, June 2008




IpoD Nano, Before December 2008



PS3, Sometime in 2008

to be continued.......

Thursday, April 03, 2008

Friday, March 28, 2008

Summer 08






Just like the past summer get-aways that I had, i didn't achieve the color that I've been wanting to have... it's frustrating because I might not get the "tan" even if I allow my self to burn under the raging heat of the sun.

We had our latest summer fun outing wiht friends last march 15-16. It was really not a friend's party but a post birhtday celebration for me and Carmela. We had it held at Puerto Gallera, few days before the overpopulated season (Holy Week). We decided to have it before everbody does.

It was awsome but there is just someone that almost got into me and I'm porud to myself since I don't want to affect our friendship.

-wAcH27

Backstabbin, ass-kissin' underdogs.

I just don't like it when other people let their "positions/ranks" get into them. regardless if they have power and authority but they cannot justabuse it whenever they want. They can't use it so they can be mean at people. They don't haveto lure themselves and let everyone else that they are "somebody" and can intimidate others whenever they wanted. I don't get it. I know for a fact that some people worked well to get into the position that they are in but come on, some people doesn' have to put up an attitude to be recognized that they are superior. Worse is, when you have the same position and yet they are acting as if there were over everyone else. If only I can throw a pile of water at them just to wake them up I will. Or if I can just slap their faces twice (or even thrice.. loved it) just to tel them upfront that "hey, what are you bitchin' abou?" I would really love to make it happen to atleast 4-5 persons in our Company. Some of them are even backstabbibg each other. For what? to get the attention? this is actuallly all about right? the attention of everyone, especially the bosses.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

thanks much...

Thanks to all who remembered my day.. u made it more special and It is so overwhelming to know that alot of people do still remember me even in the midst of their busy lives.. I love you all.....

Friday, February 29, 2008

touch my body...

Summer again and I'm so godammn excited about it.... I mean, what a heck.. A week from now and It's gonna be my birthday...

And speaking of my birthday, some "people" are not really getting it.. I mean how can you go to a party uninvited?... whatever nerve you got there, I salute your confidence alot.... you really got to be kidding me...........don't get yourself too excited.. ur not comming... I don't want you to be part of it...



On the other hand, I am so overwhelmed with all those greetings I'm getting as early as now... I appreciate those who still try to keep in touch with me.. especailly those who are part of my Family.. it really does mean to me. At least I know that eventhough we don't see that much, I am still in your hearts..... sniff... No kidding, everytime I get this kind of messages, it really tears me apart.. I hope to see you all soon....

I'm so freaking exhausted last week.. I even extended for another day, for free, just to finish my monitors for the month of February!!! but it's fun... I thought i'll be all bored.. thank goodness I was able to finish all,,,

I like this song.. I'm looking forward to buy the album....

Saturday, February 23, 2008

surprises....

Not all surprises are essential and not all surprises are meant to be enticing... and/or exciting.. or something that will make us happy... some would just leave us all in so much deep depression.. Hoping it didn't happen at all.. or what could be wrong?........

My about-to-be god-daughter passed away lastweek due to complications.. She was a premature baby and that caused her early death... It was devastating when I heard about it... She's too young and she wasn't able to discover how beautiful life is.... but I know that she's now with our Lord and she's better place now....



It's also surprising when the person you expected to greet you on your very special day failed to remember you... Knowing the person for almost 13 years doesn't have any valid excuse.. ever... whatever your reason was, u know me....

Another surprise that strucked me this week is when I've learned that my frined and a girl I used to know are currently together, I mean, It's nothing to me anymore, no bitterness or something. it's just that I didn't expected them to be an Item... Back in elementary days, they could't even get along... but things do change.. I told my friend that I'm happy for them and I meant it.. in fact I'm also happy and contented with my life right now,, nothing to be bitter about..

My friend tracer and marky decided to end their relationship... I didn't even saw them together.. everything seems to be so fast.. but according to them, it was the best decision they came up with..

On the lighter note, My Kumpare Harris Deang surprisingly announces his being a Father, again, few months after the birth of his youngest Son... yes, I wqas even with him last New Year's Eve and he didin't even bother to tell me about it... it was fine, i understand him because of his situation......

My girl-bestfriend and her fiance echanged "I do's" last Month.. yes, it's also surprising but I know that they are a perfect match and I, AGAIN, failed to attend this occassion. I promised her, on the other hand, that I'll be on her Church wedding....

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Heart month, ahhh, It's been a while.... since I share some of my thoughts. a bit busy.. and things keep on changing and changing so fast that i couldn't barely notice some of the important events that I missed..........

I mean it's funny, after being free and all, things keep on getting winded up and I can't barely express how I'm overwhelmed with all of these...

I quit, I resiliently gave up my current position as an OPS Desk.. It's a very long and complicated story but I don't want to dwell on that much... It has been very stressful point in time for me.... after barely 7 months of being on the upper part of the ladder, I voluntarily stoop down and went back to being who and what really i am.. In fact, there's no difference in terms of technicality... I submitted myself to the mediocre world.. and as I found myself overjoyed and comfortable, again,on the same routinal job I had for almost 3 years, another opportunity has came my way...

I was promoted again, and right now, I was given a chance to see the other half of the Operations... I am one of the new Quality Analyst of our Company.. I know, transition is very fast. from Ops Desk to being QA took only weeks and I'm so excited to do my Job for a different function ofcourse... It was tough but it's worth the wait....

So far, We we're still furnishing our place and we're almost there....

Got so addicted to American Idol again.. I hope Ranielle would make it.. so was Syeshia and Carly,... David too... have so many favorite....

Summer is almost here and it's our plan to be in BORA in the next few months....

I have so many things that I wanna buy........ can't wait.....

Congratiolations to my friend, Jette, I can't wait to be on your wedding day........


Happy Birthday to my friends, Ella, Ram, Myra, Charina... 'wish u all the best in life...

It's gonna be my day again.. It's gonna be another year for me..

got some pics last Christmas, I hope I can post them by next week........

Sunday, January 27, 2008

one love, interview, joker

Higher than the sky above you
Clearer than blue
Brighter than the rays of sunshine
Warmer than what you feel
More than all the wonders you see
It’s the most wonderful thing

Brighter than the living colors of flowers you see
Sweeter than the touch of water
Flowing from the mountain spring
More than all the wonders you see
It’s the most wonderful thing

One love…
I love you so
Love is the beautiful one
I love you so
Love is the beautiful one
All we need is love
Real love

Marvel at the sight of greenfields
Amazingly seen
Watch the colors of the rainbow
It’s a miracle you see
More than all the wonders can be
But there’s more than that

One Love…
I love you so
Love is the beautiful one

Greater than what you can feel
More than what you ever dreamed
This is better than your everything
One love…

I love you so
Love is the beautiful one

All we need is love
One love


I got so fascinated by this song a lot. I just heard it over the radio last week while heading the busy road of Ayala ave. I was with Chris then and I thought I already heard this somewhere.. and I finally realized that it is a Soundtrack from a Korean soap, "Spring Waltz". I'm not familiar much with the soap since we don't have Channel 2 on our "flat TV" (got it last week). Yes, it's very frustrating since I am a certified "Kapamilya" and I am not updated with their new shows.

After a long time, I had an Interview again and this time it was with one of our Directors and it was a total disaster. I had several Interviews before and I can say that I'm used o the feeling already.. I mean I don't feel nervous about it but suddenly, I had a very tremendous awkwardness and I felt very stupid during the time that I am being intrerviewed. I think I didn't nail it but I want to stay positive though I gave my best shot too.

I was so shocked to find out that Heath Ledger passed away last January 22. I was taking a shower when I learned his death. He was one of the young actors that I find very effective in the movie world... he's in the flick "10 things I hate about you" which I considered to be one of the Best teen movies in our generation. he's last movie was "The Dark Knight" in which he potrays the evil "JOKER".

Monday, January 21, 2008

New

It's a New Year.. a good way for a fresh start...

Let me start with my new Home.. Yes, We made it.. I Moved.. finally, just last week. From Quezon City, Here I am now to Makati City!!!!! It's more convenient since it is so adjacent to my work place, I don't need to travel long to reach my work place... There are so many establishments as well near the place so it is really convenient for me and it is also accessible to all PUV's.

If there's a new place, there should be new set of things too... I shopped a lot recently for my place... coz' i wanted to have new things to use and new things to look around every time I'm at my place. New appliances and New set of furnitures too. Good luck to my plastic......


And aside from that, one of my resolution this year is to stop SMOKING too.. yes very ambitious but guess what, It's been like 21 days already since I quit.. I know I have a long way to go but at least I'm trying hard to end it...

This would not all be possible without you around.. my life... thanks for everything.. I love you so much








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