touch my body...

Summer again and I'm so godammn excited about it.... I mean, what a heck.. A week from now and It's gonna be my birthday...

And speaking of my birthday, some "people" are not really getting it.. I mean how can you go to a party uninvited?... whatever nerve you got there, I salute your confidence alot.... you really got to be kidding me...........don't get yourself too excited.. ur not comming... I don't want you to be part of it...


On the other hand, I am so overwhelmed with all those greetings I'm getting as early as now... I appreciate those who still try to keep in touch with me.. especailly those who are part of my Family.. it really does mean to me. At least I know that eventhough we don't see that much, I am still in your hearts..... sniff... No kidding, everytime I get this kind of messages, it really tears me apart.. I hope to see you all soon....

I'm so freaking exhausted last week.. I even extended for another day, for free, just to finish my monitors for the month of February!!! but it's fun... I thought i'll be all bored.. thank goodness I was able to finish all,,,

I like this song.. I'm looking forward to buy the album....

surprises....

Not all surprises are essential and not all surprises are meant to be enticing... and/or exciting.. or something that will make us happy... some would just leave us all in so much deep depression.. Hoping it didn't happen at all.. or what could be wrong?........

My about-to-be god-daughter passed away lastweek due to complications.. She was a premature baby and that caused her early death... It was devastating when I heard about it... She's too young and she wasn't able to discover how beautiful life is.... but I know that she's now with our Lord and she's better place now....



It's also surprising when the person you expected to greet you on your very special day failed to remember you... Knowing the person for almost 13 years doesn't have any valid excuse.. ever... whatever your reason was, u know me....

Another surprise that strucked me this week is when I've learned that my frined and a girl I used to know are currently together, I mean, It's nothing to me anymore, no bitterness or something. it's just that I didn't expected them to be an Item... Back in elementary days, they could't even get along... but things do change.. I told my friend that I'm happy for them and I meant it.. in fact I'm also happy and contented with my life right now,, nothing to be bitter about..

My friend tracer and marky decided to end their relationship... I didn't even saw them together.. everything seems to be so fast.. but according to them, it was the best decision they came up with..

On the lighter note, My Kumpare Harris Deang surprisingly announces his being a Father, again, few months after the birth of his youngest Son... yes, I wqas even with him last New Year's Eve and he didin't even bother to tell me about it... it was fine, i understand him because of his situation......

My girl-bestfriend and her fiance echanged "I do's" last Month.. yes, it's also surprising but I know that they are a perfect match and I, AGAIN, failed to attend this occassion. I promised her, on the other hand, that I'll be on her Church wedding....

Heart month, ahhh, It's been a while.... since I share some of my thoughts. a bit busy.. and things keep on changing and changing so fast that i couldn't barely notice some of the important events that I missed..........

I mean it's funny, after being free and all, things keep on getting winded up and I can't barely express how I'm overwhelmed with all of these...

I quit, I resiliently gave up my current position as an OPS Desk.. It's a very long and complicated story but I don't want to dwell on that much... It has been very stressful point in time for me.... after barely 7 months of being on the upper part of the ladder, I voluntarily stoop down and went back to being who and what really i am.. In fact, there's no difference in terms of technicality... I submitted myself to the mediocre world.. and as I found myself overjoyed and comfortable, again,on the same routinal job I had for almost 3 years, another opportunity has came my way...

I was promoted again, and right now, I was given a chance to see the other half of the Operations... I am one of the new Quality Analyst of our Company.. I know, transition is very fast. from Ops Desk to being QA took only weeks and I'm so excited to do my Job for a different function ofcourse... It was tough but it's worth the wait....

So far, We we're still furnishing our place and we're almost there....

Got so addicted to American Idol again.. I hope Ranielle would make it.. so was Syeshia and Carly,... David too... have so many favorite....

Summer is almost here and it's our plan to be in BORA in the next few months....

I have so many things that I wanna buy........ can't wait.....

Congratiolations to my friend, Jette, I can't wait to be on your wedding day........


Happy Birthday to my friends, Ella, Ram, Myra, Charina... 'wish u all the best in life...

It's gonna be my day again.. It's gonna be another year for me..

got some pics last Christmas, I hope I can post them by next week........