HAPPY NEW YEAR

2005 is about to end, Time flies.. I just turned 23 and now I'll be 24! I can't just imagine being that old, and before we knew it I'm gonna be 30!~ Anyway, that's reality that we have to accept and instead of being depressed, deal with it as another challenge for another journey. "Live and let live". So, to welcome new year with mere anticipation of so much fun, I would like open the year with my own set of goals that I should accopmish this 2006!


**nEw yEaR's gOal**
~Cost cuttin'..
sobrang gastos ko the past year, I need to save coz I want to purchase alot of stuff this year
~Go to Gym

~Move out (from my place)

~Read more books

~Explore(go to places I haven't been with)

~Go to baguio (fix some stuff)

~Save money for my PSP
heheheheh


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Ordinary People

John Legend

[Verse 1]

Girl im in love with you

This ain't the honeymoon

Past the infatuation phase

Right in the thick of love

At times we get sick of love

It seems like we argue everyday

[Bridge]

I know i misbehaved

And you made your mistakes

And we both still got room left to grow

And though love sometimes hurts

I still put you first

And we'll make this thing work

But I think we should take it slow

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people

We don't know which way to go

Cuz we're ordinary people

Maybe we should take it slow

(Take it slow oh oh ohh)

This time we'll take it slow

(Take it slow oh oh ohh)

This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 2]

This ain't a movie no

No fairy tale conclusion ya'll

It gets more confusing everyday

Sometimes it's heaven sent

Then we head back to hell again

We kiss and we make up on the way

[Bridge]

I hang up you call

We rise and we fall

And we feel like just walking away

As our love advances

We take second chances

Though it's not a fantasy

I Still want you to stay

what a heck.....

Im exhausted.. heavent got enought sleep.. Im at work ayt now and Im very tired... I wanna go home and sleep.. but it is impossible for me, still a few hours before I can log-out... Last saturday, I woke up early (5pm.. slept at 730 am) then I went to Las Pinas ( fom Q.C.!) then we had a gathering with my co-workers from Convergys.. We went to our workplace, to give our Former Team Leader a surprise for her Birthday. Then, we went out for a couple of beer and we decided to stay at 'East 19' in Sucat. After a couple of bottles and long remeniscing, we then parted at 1230am. I took the bus to travel from Sucat to Makati, and when I arrive in makati, I ride a cab going to Malate to meet my friends... I meet them at Starbucks and had some little chitchat. One of them came all the way from Baguio, we then go to this bar. After a while, another group was waiting for me in Nakpil, so I went ahead decided to stay with them. We had so much fun and we dance the night away...... at 6 am, the party has ended, decided to walk a few steps unitl we decided to go home. We reached their place at 7:00 am. The day hasn't ended yet for me because I have to attend the Christening of my first niece and I'm her godfather. From Q.C., I went directly to Laguna to attend the ceremony.. without any sleep.. still, I managed to travel and attend the ceremony. I even had few bottles of beer,,, again. And finally, at 300pm, I was able to sleep even for a couple of hours, and I finished the day by goin home at 900pm. Luckily I'm still alive...
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lala land

an interlude to "reflections".....





I sail the oceans where poseidon reigns
fought with pirates with my every vein
I've conquered so many deserted lands from the north
but It felt discontenting, so unamused with my extreme effort


I had face to face with different creatures
from warewolves to ogres, demons to centaures
I met good friends that help me to find my treasure
on my journey, to complete my tasks it what they assure


I sacrificed my fate even to battle with hideous goblins
and even blinded by the beauty of mermaids and fairies
but one thing made this tale so much enchanting,
to find a princess in the tower of my greiving......

reflections......

Time's running fast, so fast that I forget most of the things I should accomplish.... I was undermined by my own thoughts and acts of my vehement philosopies.... felt like I was scrutinized with my own egocentricity.... I don't mean to hurt other's feelings, not in the way that I know..... It's not forbidden to follow the beat of our hearts, unknowingly that some people might be affected with this self-centeredness.... Being mean is not what it takes but I may not be strong enough to face the shadow of darkness of my path.. But I have to battle like heroes from fairytales, to cruise the ocean full of meremaides and bargain for my life. I have to travel down the path of dark and wicked forrest, to meet the wolves and the ogres, to duel with pirates, to bewitched by elves.. but I need to be brave to accept whatever peril I might be drifted into...... but atleast, I fought... I have to look at the mirror and tell my self, it's okay.. that in the end, I've tried to be strong... that I don't owe an appology to no one.. for I only wanna live.. live in a world to where I propend...... that there's an ever after.....

Push the button

Im tired to edit it.. but I love the song........



by Sugabages

I'm busy throwing hints that he keeps missing Don't have to think about it I Wanna kiss and Everything around it but he's too distant I wanna feel his body I can't resist it I know my hidden looks can be deceiving But how obvious should a girl be? I was taken by the early conversation piece And I really like the way that he respect me I've been waiting patiently for him to come and get it I wonder if he knows that he can say it and I'm with it I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning Catch this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos If you're ready for me boy You'd better push the button and let me know Before I get the wrong idea and go You're gonna miss the freak that I control I'm busy showing him what he's been missing I'm kind of showing off for his full attention My sexy ass has got him in the new dimension I'm ready to do something to relieve this mission After waiting patiently for him to come and get it He came on through and asked me if I wanted to get with him I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning Won't miss this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos If you're ready for me boy You'd better push the button and let me know Before I get the wrong idea and go You're gonna miss the freak that I control If you're ready for me boy You'd better push the button and let me know Before I get the wrong idea and go You're gonna miss the freak that I control I've been dropping so many hints You’re still not getting it Now that you’ve heard everything I have to say Where we gonna go from here? After waiting patiently for him to come and get it He came over and asked me if I wanted to get with him I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning Won't miss this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos If you're ready for me boy You'd better push the button and let me know Before I get the wrong idea and go You're gonna miss the freak that I control If you're ready for me boy You'd better push the button and let me know Before I get the wrong idea and go You're gonna miss the freak that I control (I control) If you're ready for me boy (For me boy) You'd better push the button and let me know Before I get the wrong idea and go (Oh, oh) You're gonna miss the freak that I control Ohhhhhhhh Ohhhhh Ohhhhhh

yuletide.... etc

Christmas time once again.... everyone's getting super excited about it, infact I am but not as excited I was back then... I don't have anything against christmas, it's just that sometimes, people value the superficial and neglects the sense and true spirit of it, though, I enjoyed it as well, the shopping, the gifts and the Food..... but as we grow up, we perceived things differently.... but i don't wanna spill the season without posting my wish list... it's not for you to select, it's me wanting to get some of these as months goes on....

1. PSP
-as always

2. iPod Nano
-who can resist?

3.Sonny Ericson w800i
-who can afford 20k?

4. Escada's Ashes
-wanting more...

5. Diesel shoulder bag
-ok na ung fake... (reserved na to from emill.. hehehe)

6. Laptop
-dapat ung Apple

7. Fossil watch
-ung leather

8. Killer loop
-shades that ive wanted since highschool

9. HOme theatre showcase
-I must be dreaming......

10. Lacoste sneakers
-dapat ung red... wala akong size sa color green, sana this time meron na

11. trip to Disneyland.. Hongkong

nah.... dreaming is over... who doesn't want christmas? and the superficial...

Gale Harold

Mesmerized before with Ryan Phillipe's potrayal of "Sebastian" in Cruel Intentions, Hooked up every Tuesday nights with Sarah Jessica Parker's show, Followed numerous Art Films of Gael Garcia Bernal, And suddenly, here comes another character that dramatically caught my attention... Gale Harrold.... Leading actor in a very unique T.V. series that was shown in U.S. for 5 long years. He was also seen in several films. Gale Harold played as Brian Kinney in the T.V. series. He potrays a role of an Account Executive in a Huge Advertising Company in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. He has a character of a free bird uncontedtedly floating in reverie and wanted to saor . Brian Kinney is an epitome of narcism but once you got to know the life behind the good looks, ull be hooked up and ull then realized how good sometimes to be "self-loving:" as if we owns the world.......

EVER AFTER

by Bonnie Bailey
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Three years ago my journey began
Chasing down this cure, no plan in hand
Just your pulse, my racing guide in the dark
Just knowing with conviction from the start
The moment your eyes made an introduction
I felt my second violent breath of life
Flawless to the point of being godlyY
et I fell hard for your imperfections

And now we’re slightly weathered, we’re slightly worn
Our hands grip together eye to eye through the storm yet
I still believe in ever after with you
Coz life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there ain’t no current in this river we can’t ride
I still believe in ever after with you

Nothing compares to the good times
Feels like we’re floating when the rest have to climb
You made me believe in love and not the perfect kind
A real messy beautiful twisted sunshine
Emotions volcanic eruptions
We both still care so we’re still alive
Tunnel vision, determination
I want you I want to make it right
You are my twisted sunshine
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