Sailing..

My crossing-over to Bertaphil has caused me 10 lbs off my weight. Imagine to take an average of 15 to 20 escalation calls, not only from my team but from other agents on the floor too. A drastic change that I never imagine that I would encounter from just moving to another site.

I have to handle a total of 16 newly-hired reps.. and It was tiring.. I have to adjust to almost everything, all at once.

The culture is almost a call-center-like, not really the kind of set-up I used to be with but I think, it's getting there.

I have nice Managers too. My previous Manager is also nice when I was under his team but this time, I have foreign nationals as Bosses and it was surprising to know that they are nice. I hope that the impression would last.

There were routines that I am now failing to endeavor as things get winded due to my hectic and nauseating job. My fingers are crossed hoping that things will be back to its places again and that I can run the same things I like doing.

superB**

"In the blink of an eye
In the speed of the light
I'll hold the universe up
And make your planets collide
When I strap on my boots
And I slip on my suit
You see the vixen in me
Becomes an angel for you"

meaningless

I am still sad... dunno why.. I just love listening to this song..



Used to dream of being a millionaire, without a care
But if I’m seeing my dreams, and you aren’t there
’cause it’s over
that just wont be fair
darling,
rather be a poor woman living on the street,
no food to eat,
cause i don't want no body if i have to cry.
cause it's over
when you said goodbye!

all at once...
i had it all
but
it doesn’t mean anything
now that you’re gone
from above seems i had it all
but it doesn’t mean anything
since you’re gone

now i see myself through different eyes,
it's no surprise!
being alone will make you realize
when it's over!
all in love is fair I shoulda been there, I shoulda been there, I shoulda shoulda.


all at once...
i had it all
but
it doesn’t mean anything
now that you’re gone
from above seems i had it all
but it doesn’t mean anything
since you’re gone

I know I pushed you away
What can I do that would save our love
Take these material things
They don’t mean nothing
Its you that I want
All at once...
I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Now that you’re gone
From above,
Seems I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Since you’re gone

All at once...
I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Now that you’re gone
From above,
Seems I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Since you’re gone

bored..

I was surprised to wake up this morning with a text from our trainer informing us that the training for today will be postponed and that we have to take our off. It has only been 2 days since we started training. Amazing! that's all I can say.

I have not made any plans at all for this "sudden" off. I have a commitment this Saturday with friends but due to this twist of fate, I have to cancel it and deal with the current situation. Bored to death, I went to the gym to finally work-out. I had escaped the gym since the start of my vacation leave and it has been like 3 weeks already.

To add more frustration, I wasn't able to contact my friends to accompany me on this unexpected free day of mine. Most of them were working and I couldn't do anything to force them to go with me. So there, a free day wasted. Good thing I was able to work out and at least i was able to achieve something.

I was asleep for like 10 hours this morning so I am not anticipating to be on my bed anytime soon. I think I'll watch "The Spartacus" later on.

jitters..

First day, nervous and excited at the same time. I felt like I'm a new employee again and clueless about the world I'm about to be part with.

I just hope things will be fine.

Let's get it on!

adapt...

I should have been in Manila right now and spending time with my Makati friends before my very first day at work in Clark. I had to cancel the trip back to manila due to heavy rains. It is much better spending the night cuddling at bed, and oh well, writing blog.

I'm starting this Monday and I am having this butterfly in my stomach. It will be a new environment for me, given the fact that iQor-Makati has been my refuge for 4 long years. And now, I have to adjust and adapt to whatever culture they have there.

There will be new changes happening within the next few weeks or months. We will also be moving to a new house. Since the dawn of my existence, I have been on this small, but a fortress, place we call home.

Things kept on changing, so rapid that I have to adjust a lot. Like being on a married status. It happened so fast and now, I have to plan, not for my self, but for me and my parent's future.

I have posted several entries on this blog about life's surprises, and it still don't

vicissitudes..

I should be in Manila by now, spending time with my Makati friends before my very first day at work in Clark. I had to cancel the trip to manila due to this heavy rains. It is much better spending the night cuddling at bed, and oh well, writing blog. (cuddling myself that is..)

I will start this Monday and I am having this butterflies in my stomach. It will be a new environment for me, given the fact that iQor-Makati has been my refuge for 4 long years. And now, I have to adjust and adapt to whatever culture they have there.

There will be set of new changes happening within the next few weeks, or months. We will also be moving to a new house. Since the dawn of my existence, I have been on this small, but a fortress, place we call home. We are just waiting for things to be fixed then were outta here.

Things kept on changing, so rapid that I have to be quick in responding to these vicissitudes. Like being on a married status, It happened so fast and now, I have to consider planning, not just for my self, but for me and my partner's future. We have not came out yet with an actual and detailed plan for things keep on changing. But one thing's for sure, we will be settling down once everything has been accomplished.

We are planning to obtain some properties. My transfer to clark is just a start for this plan. I have to save. Being here in Pampanga will help me, and us, save more. Good thing, I was given an opportunity to move back here in my home land. While apart, we will try to cut lose and effort to endeavor our long-term plans.

Migrating to another country is also an option. But for now, we wanted to take one step at a time.

I have posted several entries on this blog about life's surprises, and it still don't fail me.

kota..

Don't u just love my new template? please please please.. feed my fish ---->

aren't they the cutest thing?

I'll be in Kita Kinabalu soon... I'm as excited as ever....

love love love...

gone..

I felt miserable. I have to spend time alone and get used to it again. Spending time with you for a couple of days made me comfortable, made me feel secure, made me think that everything was fine and that I don't have to be alone again. I never felt any solitude when I was with you. But as you left, I was back to the reality, reality that I have to deal with things all alone again.

In loving, each must deal with sacrifices, it can not be called love unless there's sacrifice involved. And I love you, and I gave myself to you, I am now married to you and our souls are united. But I can't help to miss you, your touch, your kiss, your smile, everything about you makes me crazy.

And now I have to "un-feel" things. I have to train my mind, to convince myself that I can not be with you for now. I have to undergo self-help to survive. My longing for you makes me insane, and worst, it kills me, every nerve of me.

and this pain.. it's worst than the last heart break, and I felt miserable.