Sunday, April 18, 2010

wrath..

I was not in any mood to write something, but I can't help it. There was no one that I can talk to regarding what I feel. I am upset, so upset that I was not able to sleep well last night.

I just hate the feeling of being taken for granted. I know I wasn't at all. I just can't stand the feeling of this paranoia that someone doesn't really take time to make you feel you are special and that there were so many things in this world that really matter than you do.

Hence, one might think that I am some kind of foolish or self-centered b***, but I wasn't. I just felt like it wasn't fair at all. I was patient and I can go over beyond the limits of being patient. But I am only human. I can feel and it so happen that I can get hurt.

If that is the case, go ahead. Do your stuff. If you can survive for 3 days without even trying to reach me, then so be it.

Saturday, April 03, 2010

terrified..

The song that recently made me cry :(

You by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full wrong you're the thing that's right
Finally made it through the lonely to the other side

You said it again my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark,
And I'm in love and I'm terrified.
For the first time in the last time
In my only life.

This could be good
It's already better than last
And love is worse than knowing
You're holding back
I could be all that you needed
If you let me try

You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting start
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time
in my only

I only said it cause i mean it
I only mean cause it's true
So don't you doubt what i've been dreaming
Cause it fills me up and holds me close
Whenever i'm without you

You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time
In my only life