I felt miserable. I have to spend time alone and get used to it again. Spending time with you for a couple of days made me comfortable, made me feel secure, made me think that everything was fine and that I don't have to be alone again. I never felt any solitude when I was with you. But as you left, I was back to the reality, reality that I have to deal with things all alone again.
In loving, each must deal with sacrifices, it can not be called love unless there's sacrifice involved. And I love you, and I gave myself to you, I am now married to you and our souls are united. But I can't help to miss you, your touch, your kiss, your smile, everything about you makes me crazy.
And now I have to "un-feel" things. I have to train my mind, to convince myself that I can not be with you for now. I have to undergo self-help to survive. My longing for you makes me insane, and worst, it kills me, every nerve of me.
and this pain.. it's worst than the last heart break, and I felt miserable.
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