melancholy..

After my Singa experience.. there's not so much things I did for the past few days. My weekly Pampanga trip became a routine and that of the daily work out and super early morning shift.

I am struggling with my trying-hard-to-be-fit as possible. I am getting huge by the minute. Eating home-cooked meals are so hard to resist. My summer activities are so much hectic that I couldn't figure how am I going to make everything's possible.

My Bangkok tour with Jette is still on hold though, work issues. Issues that makes me stressed out and make my nights sleepless. I am worried, not just for my career but for my reps as well. Some of them got their own family and that they needed the job so badly.

I may be going to "Hundred Islands" by mid-month of April, right after the Holy week. I wouldn't have any activity this coming holy week. It has been a family custom that holy week should not be spend on any vacation but rather finding it solemnity as a time to reflect.

But above all these activities, I still long for one thing....