what's keeping...

I'm taking it back.. I'm loving my iPhone again.. I was able to "unbrick" it and now I have the updated software.. Now, I can copy, paste and forward text.. isn't that awesome?

Just had so many activities for the last days and I get so bored at work but not with my friends there coz' I just run around and make kwento to my buddies and tooo much smoking is really killing me... an issue is currently on a wild fire.. so winded and I can't blab it out here... this is my blog and there's another site that is becoming a hot spot nowadays...

I just saw Kristoffer last night at SM clark while I'm with my friends.. after 10 long years, I saw one of my buddy back in BS Architecture days.. in Baguio that is..


Facebook occupies most of my free time.. even when I'm at the mall, I always find time to check my facebook whenever WIFI is available and I even downloaded a FACEBOOK application on my iPhone.

I'm back to loving Grey's anatomy.. it was sooo great... it is making me a tear-jerker.. hope I got that right..

I have so many plans this coming months and I hope everything will fall in to places.

Someone's inspiring me.. But I don't want to dwell on it for now.. I don't want to spoil the moment.. I'm just happy... and I want to keep it that way...

Transformers 2 and Harry Potter 6 are kind of disappointing.. I read the book and I felt sorry for those who were not able to read the book... guess they missed a lot of it.. transformer's fine but I was not just fascinated.. for a fact that they got a really bad review.... the story line is really not that superb.. I guess people went to see it for the effects.. just for that I guess..

The songs "I got the feeling" by BEP, "PAPARRAZI" by Lady Gaga, "21 guns" by Greenday, "Goodbye" by Kristina Debarge are just some of teh new hits I've been playing nowadays...

I'm looking forward for the movies "Sherlock holmes", "GI Joe" and "The Ugly truth".

iPhone

right after I'v e learned that it is too easy to upgrade the software of my iPhone on iTunes, I went ahead and tried to get the new version.. and to my surprise, I got locked out and it doesn't recognize my SIM anymore. It was so terrible!And now I have to go to Greenhills pa or St. Francis Square to have it fixed.

I guess it is just so timely that I have to have it changed to something better since I am way too pissed about it. I just don't know if I am just not a techie person or it is not just good at all. In the first place, I never liked it and I never hear any good comments from the users about it.

But for now, maybe I just have to deal with it! But wait till I get my LG!

aim if you can...

I'm so godamn excited about you, about us.. What the hell happened to me? Why did I ignore you the first time I was with you? and now I feel sorry for myself.. because I missed a lot of times that we could have been together.. that we could have shared some of the good memories together.. and now i have to start from the scratch.. I was hoping that it is not too late.. i want you to know me.. I want you to feel me.. I want my world to revolve around your world.. It's insane.. it's nuts.. seems like I never learned from the past and now here I am again.. ready to take the risk,, ready to take the battle...

but u are scared.. i am too.. but let us see..

emo song

Every now and then I cry
Every night you keep stayin' on my mind
All my friends say I'll survive
It just takes time

CHORUS
But I don't think time is gonna heal this broken heart
No I don't see how it can if it's broken all apart
A million miracles could never stop the pain
Or put all the pieces together again
No I don't think time is gonna heal this broken heart
No I don't see how it can while we are still apart
And when you hear this song
I hope that you will see
That time won't heal a broken-hearted me

Every day is just the same
Playin' games, different lovers, different names
They keep sayin' I'll survive
It just takes time

CHORUS

Time won't heal a broken-hearted me

gone too soon....

It was very evident that during my childhood days, I was a fanatic of Michael Jackson. His moves were amazing that I tried to copy him so hard during my younger days. It is still a vivid memory for me how my tito's and tita's asked me to perform for them during my 4th birthday. I was not ashamed at all as I danced one of his hit "Beat it" from his thriller album. I wasn't able to do the moonwalk though.. but it was fun. Until I've grown listening to his hits. I never bought any of his albums but I see to it that I am updated with his new hits.




I even remember envying my classmates who were able to watch his one-night-only concert in manila during the 90's. Fascinated with his sad songs, "Childhood", "gone too soon", "She's out of my life", and "you are not alone", I used to borrow my sister's "song hits" and scan its pages and practice these songs.

Just last year, I downloaded his songs to my iPod to relive the memories of childhood and my early teenage years. His Album "thriller" celebrated it's 25th year after its release.

And to my surprise, last thursday, June 25, The King of Pop passed away at the only age of 50. It is not yet clear the reason for his passing but the world was shocked with this very sad news....

MJ, you are indeed an inspiration to many.. Some mocked you, tried to pull you down... but you stood and recovered.. you fought well from the battle you were in that anyone could ever imagine.. I looked up to you...

I wished you peace from the after life as you are now in a much happier place..... As Mariah Said, your star will shine forever... you are indeed, the real Peter Pan..

-wayne-fan

Childhood

Written and composed by michael jackson.
Produced by michael jackson.


Have you seen my childhood?
I’m searching for the world that I come from
’cause I’ve been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart...
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities...
’cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me...

People say I’m not okay
’cause I love such elementary things...
It’s been my fate to compensate,
For the childhood
I’ve never known...

Have you seen my childhood?
I’m searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates in adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my childhood?

People say I’m strange that way
’cause I love such elementary things,
It’s been my fate to compensate,
For the childhood I’ve never known...

Have you seen my childhood?
I’m searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
The dreams I would dare, watch me fly...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me.
The painful youth I’ve had

Have you seen my childhood....