Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow: If you lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in love. Cry, if you have to, but make it sure that the tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you.And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.
wala lang, sinend lang ni Banjo sa email ko at naaliw nmn daw ako
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
Another tiring weekend
After the crazy trip last week, I went home again to my dearest hometown and spent some time with my family. I missed hanging around at home and I was able to get enough sleep. Imagine 15 long hours of non-stop-snoring sleep. I woke up so relieved as if I'm a brand new person again.
Last Friday I watched "Angel's and Demons" with noy before going to work and last night, Sunday, I was with Pham and Emill and we watch "Night at the Museum 2". The two movies are good.. nothing really extra-ordinary. After which, we decided to talk things out over a coffee and since Emill can't wait for next week for another KTV night, we suddenly found ourselves singing our lungs out at our fave tambayan... Wishing well.
I wasn't able to see my other friends and unfortunately, I won't be able to come home next week because of series of activities with my Office friends. I am enjoying every bit of it and trying to just focus on the things I should be doing in the first place.
I will be living alone again since my housemates will be moving out this week. I think that it would really be better off if I am going to be alone for the next few months. It will be easier for me to do things alone.
My friends are also bothered by me because I am asking them to think for "hobbies" that I might be delving myself into. I just want to do things I have never done before and I am, again, envious of my other friend's hobbies... I just feel like i have more time to spend even I have workloads, gym, home, gimik with friends.
Last Friday I watched "Angel's and Demons" with noy before going to work and last night, Sunday, I was with Pham and Emill and we watch "Night at the Museum 2". The two movies are good.. nothing really extra-ordinary. After which, we decided to talk things out over a coffee and since Emill can't wait for next week for another KTV night, we suddenly found ourselves singing our lungs out at our fave tambayan... Wishing well.
I wasn't able to see my other friends and unfortunately, I won't be able to come home next week because of series of activities with my Office friends. I am enjoying every bit of it and trying to just focus on the things I should be doing in the first place.
I will be living alone again since my housemates will be moving out this week. I think that it would really be better off if I am going to be alone for the next few months. It will be easier for me to do things alone.
My friends are also bothered by me because I am asking them to think for "hobbies" that I might be delving myself into. I just want to do things I have never done before and I am, again, envious of my other friend's hobbies... I just feel like i have more time to spend even I have workloads, gym, home, gimik with friends.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
You're In Love
Wilson Philipps
Open the door and come in
I'm so glad to see you my friend
Don't know how long it has been
Having those feelings again.
And now I see that you're so happy
And ooh, it just sets me free
And I'd like to see
Us as good of friends
As we used to be
[Chorus:]
Aah, my love, Aah
You're in love
That's the way
It should be
'Cause I want you to be happy
You're in love
And I know
That you're not in love with me
Ooh it's enough
For me to know
That you're in love
Now I'll let you go
'Cause I know
That you're in love
Sometimes it's hard to believe
That you're never coming back to me
I've had this dream that you'd always be by my side
Oh I could have died.
But now I see that you're so happy
And ooh, it just sets me free.
And I'd like to see
Us as good of friends
As we used to be
[Chorus]
I tried to find you but you were so far away
I was praying that fate would bring you back to me
Someday, someday, someday... Ooh, you're in love
Ooh it's enough
For me to know
That you're in love
Now I'll let you go
'Cause I know
That you're in love
[Fade]
Open the door and come in
I'm so glad to see you my friend
Don't know how long it has been
Having those feelings again.
And now I see that you're so happy
And ooh, it just sets me free
And I'd like to see
Us as good of friends
As we used to be
[Chorus:]
Aah, my love, Aah
You're in love
That's the way
It should be
'Cause I want you to be happy
You're in love
And I know
That you're not in love with me
Ooh it's enough
For me to know
That you're in love
Now I'll let you go
'Cause I know
That you're in love
Sometimes it's hard to believe
That you're never coming back to me
I've had this dream that you'd always be by my side
Oh I could have died.
But now I see that you're so happy
And ooh, it just sets me free.
And I'd like to see
Us as good of friends
As we used to be
[Chorus]
I tried to find you but you were so far away
I was praying that fate would bring you back to me
Someday, someday, someday... Ooh, you're in love
Ooh it's enough
For me to know
That you're in love
Now I'll let you go
'Cause I know
That you're in love
[Fade]
Monday, May 18, 2009
Minalin Trip - Summer ender
I had a very crazy trip to the suburbs of Minalin Pampanga this weekend... It was a one-of-a-kind experience with my Pampanga Hommies.. It was such a blast.. did some stuff for the first time like fishing, cruising on a super mini boat, exploring the safaric ambiance of the Minalin river, Camping beside a huge fish pond, and doing some agricultural stuff for my friend's hobby - Bonsai.
We themed the trip as Survivor-Minalin!
I had posted some pics on my Facebook account for the complete photos.. hope you'll enjoy them as much as I did.
Friday, May 15, 2009
heartless
Kris from American Idol nailed the competition as he was the first to be picked for the finals… He performed “heartless” by kanye west and I can say that he knocked it down… I was amazed with his performance.. I never liked the song until he sang it.. now I am excited for the finals next week…. I would go for Adam.. but if Kris would sing another “heartless” then, it would be a big challenge for him..
heartless by Kris Allen
Heartless
Kanye West
In the night I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless... oh
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so,
Cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talking to me yo
You need to watch the way you talking to me you know
I mean after all the things that we been through
I mean after all the things we got into
And yo I know of some things that you ain't told me
And yo I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back
And you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend
Well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely
In the night I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless... oh
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so Dr. Evil
You're bringing out a side of me that I don't know
I decided we weren't gonna speak so why we up 3 a.m. on the phone
Why does she be so mad at me for, homie I don't know she's hot and cold
I won't stop, won't mess my groove up cause I already know how this thing goes,
You run and tell your friends that you're leavin' me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see,
You'll never find nobody better than me
In the night I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless... oh
How could you be so heartless?
Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk,
Baby lets just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
and you can't make it right
Im gon' take off tonight
Into the night...
In the night I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless... oh
How could you be so heartless?
heartless by Kris Allen
Heartless
Kanye West
In the night I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless... oh
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so,
Cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talking to me yo
You need to watch the way you talking to me you know
I mean after all the things that we been through
I mean after all the things we got into
And yo I know of some things that you ain't told me
And yo I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back
And you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend
Well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely
In the night I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless... oh
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so Dr. Evil
You're bringing out a side of me that I don't know
I decided we weren't gonna speak so why we up 3 a.m. on the phone
Why does she be so mad at me for, homie I don't know she's hot and cold
I won't stop, won't mess my groove up cause I already know how this thing goes,
You run and tell your friends that you're leavin' me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see,
You'll never find nobody better than me
In the night I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless... oh
How could you be so heartless?
Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk,
Baby lets just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
and you can't make it right
Im gon' take off tonight
Into the night...
In the night I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless... oh
How could you be so heartless?
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
an excerpt from Madel's email
I swallowed all my pride until nothing was left for me.. but I guess I can no longer blame myself since I’ve done my part.. The most painful part is that I’ve asked so many signs.. and all of the signs came to life.. everything.. so I held on.. knowing that things will be good for me.. for us.. but no matter what, how much you love the person, if it’s really not meant for you, then there’s nothing you can do.. I used to believe that Love conquers all.. but it turned out that it is just a make believe.. for people who continue to fool their themselves… I still cry, especially right now.. that there’s no choice but to accept it and move on… I just think that I am not the only one who suffered from what happened.. that time will heal all wounds.. that there would be life after this
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Bring Me to Life
RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 20 friends (make me #21 so I can see your results).
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!
IF SOMEONE ASKS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
>>Moonlight over paris by Paolo Santos
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
>> When I met you (APO)
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
>> The Scientist (Coldplay)
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
>> My Humps (BEP)-- weird
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
>> Weeping willows, cocktails (Regine)
WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
>>Clouds across the room (Regine)
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
>> If you Seek Amy (Britney- hahahaha)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
>> HOME (Michael Buble)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
>>Breaking My Heart Again (Aqualung)-- tsk tsk tsk
WHAT IS 2 + 2?
>>Tonight (JOnas Bros)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
>>Stepping through (resident hero)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
>> One Last Cry (Brian Mcnight) -ouch!
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
>> O.O.C. (Mariah E=MC2)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
>> When I grow up (PCD)
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
>>Fallen (Lauren Wood)-haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
>> If this isn't love (JHud)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
>> If you're not the One (D.Beddingfeild)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
>> Left behind (Aqualung)-Nice
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
>> Beatiful, Dirty, Rich (Lady Gaga) - hahahaha.. Amazing!!
WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
>> Here without you (3 doors down)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
>> Feedback (Janet jackson)
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
>> Bring me to Life (Evanesence)
.....a notebook entry from my Facebook account, I find it cool..
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 20 friends (make me #21 so I can see your results).
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!
IF SOMEONE ASKS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
>>Moonlight over paris by Paolo Santos
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
>> When I met you (APO)
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
>> The Scientist (Coldplay)
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
>> My Humps (BEP)-- weird
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
>> Weeping willows, cocktails (Regine)
WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
>>Clouds across the room (Regine)
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
>> If you Seek Amy (Britney- hahahaha)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
>> HOME (Michael Buble)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
>>Breaking My Heart Again (Aqualung)-- tsk tsk tsk
WHAT IS 2 + 2?
>>Tonight (JOnas Bros)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
>>Stepping through (resident hero)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
>> One Last Cry (Brian Mcnight) -ouch!
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
>> O.O.C. (Mariah E=MC2)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
>> When I grow up (PCD)
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
>>Fallen (Lauren Wood)-haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
>> If this isn't love (JHud)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
>> If you're not the One (D.Beddingfeild)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
>> Left behind (Aqualung)-Nice
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
>> Beatiful, Dirty, Rich (Lady Gaga) - hahahaha.. Amazing!!
WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
>> Here without you (3 doors down)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
>> Feedback (Janet jackson)
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
>> Bring me to Life (Evanesence)
.....a notebook entry from my Facebook account, I find it cool..
Friday, May 08, 2009
not much...
it's been gloomy the past few days due to the typhoon "emong". I'll a have 3 days off and I don't know if I can go out because of the weather.. Been slacking-off the past few days at work because it's just the first week of the Month.
I've seen "Wolverine" and it I find it good. They made him very likeable, very human knowing his attitude and guts. I'm excited about the next one, Magneto. I hope it will be better than Wolverine.
I am looking forward for "Angels and Demons" too. I forgot the storyline but I have a book and it's a bit thick, I might be just browsing it later since it has Photos (illustrated edition.. hehehe).
I just told my friend that I had an LSS (Last Song Syndrome) with "Just Dance" by lady Gaga.. It keeps on playing on my mind...
I've seen "Wolverine" and it I find it good. They made him very likeable, very human knowing his attitude and guts. I'm excited about the next one, Magneto. I hope it will be better than Wolverine.
I am looking forward for "Angels and Demons" too. I forgot the storyline but I have a book and it's a bit thick, I might be just browsing it later since it has Photos (illustrated edition.. hehehe).
I just told my friend that I had an LSS (Last Song Syndrome) with "Just Dance" by lady Gaga.. It keeps on playing on my mind...
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
it's over
I's done... It's finally over.. I should not be whining about it.. and there should be no more post about it.. everything has been said and done.. It's exhausting.. painful and traumatic... lessons learned.. it's all behind me now... all I want is to move on... and be happy...
And yes, I'm currently upset, so upset coz' I let you make me stupid... to beleive in your lies.. your deception... bitter as it may sound.. but you ruined me..
One thing's for sure.. what goes around, comes around.. don't forget that...
And yes, I'm currently upset, so upset coz' I let you make me stupid... to beleive in your lies.. your deception... bitter as it may sound.. but you ruined me..
One thing's for sure.. what goes around, comes around.. don't forget that...
Friday, May 01, 2009
bleed
It is so painful on my part that you were ousted from the company.. it cuts so deep... all the memories we've shared lingers within the four walls of this room.. I am not used to not seeing you around.. just your presence made me go on.. made me live.... You just don't have any idea how I feel right now... it's bleeding right through my vein, right through my soul.. I just don't know how to surpass this.. it is worse than the day you left...
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