passing by...

for 3 days now, I was doing absolutely nothing.. as in just at work but just chating or simply just staring at my monitor... The application we used for our monitors is not working so we really have to stand by...

I'm excited with my Bohol trip.. at last, I would have time to relax and plunge into the cystal clear waters of it's famous beaches. I'm really looking forward for this..

sigh... that's all I can do..

Got so tired from the trip and yesterday's activity. Earlier, I attended another event not so far from my Alma matter. it was so overwhelming to be in the place again after 10 years and there were so many memories that suddenly came in to my senses.. I just love doing some reminiscing.. well, that's all I can do anyway... here's another good song that I just added on my playlist...

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If This Isn't Love Lyrics
by Jennifer Hudson

I’m calling his phone up
Just to tell him how much
I really love him ‘cause
His everything I want
He listens to me, he cares for me
So I truly believe

God sent me an angel
Up from above
That’s gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only because
It’s the only way I can describe, so

It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn’t love

L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love

I’m selfish ‘cause I don’t
Wanna share him with nobody
Not even knows
People that came before me
But see, I never believed

God would send me an angel
Up from above
That’s gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only because
It’s the only way I can describe, so

It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn’t love

L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh

So if you got real love
Lemme see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up
The kind of love that fits quite like a drug
Lemme see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up
If this isn’t love
‘Cause I know I ain’t crazy
I know I ain’t tripping
I know I ain’t slipping
I know that is love
You see me with my hands up
If you think I’m dreaming
I know I ain’t dreaming
‘Cause this is the reason I love him because
If this isn’t love

It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
It this isn’t love, tell me what it is
‘Cause I never felt like this baby

L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love
L-O-V-E, what is in me
L-O-V-E, oh if this isn’t love

Love, L-O-V-E
Love, L-O-V-E

quick update... lol

It's going to be a chaotic month for me.. imagine handling the whole segment.. It makes me chill.. the responisibility and the task... It's going to be like the work of a Manager... it's driving me nuts...

Can't wait to get a tan again.. can't wait for BOHOL..

First time again to go to gym.. after the holy week.... and here I am.. doing this post..

I trust you. that's all I can say...

facebook

I am finally in.. hahaha.. after a long time.. I have my own FB, thanks to my friends and they are so good.. I had a hard time creating one since I'm not so familiar with it unlike conventional FS, which I had since 2003.

Holy week seems to be so fast.. It just passed me by.... few of my friends were outside the metro and I had some invitaion.. I opted to go home to Angeles. it's an out of town though... I just stayed home and met some of my friends.. it was just fine.. nothing extra ordinary about it...

see yah around...

Match Made In Heaven........

Brewed Coffee and a stick of cigarette.. then listen to India Arie...it would make your day... haaaaayyyy... get back to work wayne!

your thoughts.....

know this is just the start of my summer adventure..
I'm just so Happy.. never felt like this before..
Thank You So Much..

-March 28, 2008

Today, April 27 is a very extraordinary day for me..
Bliss..
Happiness..
Heaven..
I’m just so happy..

I’m done for today, can’t wait to go home..
P.S
I Love You…

-April 27, 2008

This could not be possible without YOU….
You had me up-side-down when I met YOU…
I am staying…
Forever…

-June 9, 2008

Just to share, my significant other actually cooked the BEST pasta in the World.. Bought a Jr. cake and some chix and cola to complete the simple menu.. Very few friends came and we had fun...
To you..
Thank you so much for coming in my life..

-June 10, 2008

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All these sweet thoughts are just for me to keep..........
but I couldn't help but wonder.. yes, what realy went wrong?

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The Heart Of The Matter - India Arie -

"The Heart Of The Matter"

I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone
She said you found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And all the struggles we went through
How I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love's open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?

I've been learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning them again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

These times are so uncertain
There's a yearning undefined
And people filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age
And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness
They're the very things we kill, I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work they put between us,
You know it doesn't keep us warm

I've been trying to live without you now
But I miss you, baby
The more I know, the less I understand
And all the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my heart is so shattered
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

All the people in your life who've come and gone
They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on
You keep carrin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside

I wanna be happily everafter
And my heart is so shattered
But I know it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
Because the flesh will get weak
And the ashes will scatter
So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if you don't love me anymore
Even if you don't love me anymore

used to be..

It’s sad to accept how time flies so fast…

That the person was once your world…

The one you start and end your day with…

The reason of your existence…

Had just swiftly turn into someone
Who only says “hi” or just give you
a quick smile now…

Or worse, had just become a familiar face..