savouring the moment

November 14:

I had a second thought of leaving, but I had a previous commitment to work overtime so I failed to catch you at the airport.. I arrived in Pampanga half past 1. Aimiff is texting me already and I told him I can't go. I went to out to meet Pam. I ran out of clothes that is why I decided to buy some stuff. We parted right after.

We've decided to finally meet up. I didn't expect what I felt that very moment. You were laughing but I was so nervous. I played it cool and we talked things out. We meet up your friend and my friends. Then we decided to hop to another place. It was a total fun.. we had our first kiss... we were in love.. we made it our day... to remember.. for the two of us.. just us.

November 15:

I went out again with friends and we watched "2012". Then you followed. We had our time together, alone. We chatted, I had a nice time. Then we went to the city and stroll around. We ate balut and we called it off....

November 16:

It was time for me to leave. You wanted to see me but I couldn't. I've missed you.

November 17:

You've decided to come to Manila to meet up your friends. And I decided not to go to work instead so I can accompany you... We meet up that night, I was so happy. We went to greenbelt and we had a nice time.

November 18:

Our first lunch together. I felt sadness since we'll be parted again. Then I went to work and i missed you so badly.

November 19:

My last day at work before my vacation leave. I was so excited to meet you again.

November 20:

I arrived in Pampanga early in the morning and I had to catch some sleep. You picked me up in the afternoon and we went to pam's. You accompanied me to buy present to your dad. We went to your place and I met your family. They were very nice and accomodating. I felt comfortable with them. then we parted again as we meet emil and we went to a KTV bar until 3 am.

November 21:

It was Saturday. I decided to cook my ever "famous" pasta. My friends came along. They brought food, Silvanas and Ice cream. It was like my birthday celebration, only extra special with you around. Then we went out to help my friend find a gift. Then we parted since you have to meet your friends for dinner. I went home 'coz I was so tired. Then I accompanied my mom and pam as we watched K Brosas at the Casino Filipino. Wished you were there. Then we lost our communication and we failed to have our next plan. I am about to call it off but I was surprised when you came, It was blissful. We went to pam's then we went to a coffee shop.. It was fun as we talked things out again.. Our plans.. Our relationship...

November 22:

We don't have any plan for that day but I woke up so early and went to a Mall to buy my gift for you. I couldn't decide on what to give you but It has to be something special and memorable. So since we'll be away for a year and that I can't be with you during those special events in your life. I decided to give you 4 different gifts for our first Monthsary, our first Christmas, our first Valentines day, and your 26th birthday. Wishing to be with you during those special days.

Then we went Angeles City and stroll around. We ate "kwekwke" as per your request, and it was a total fun. We went to church then we bought Bibinkga....

You have to meet your friends and I decided to rest. You wanted to meet at night but I told you to stick to your friends for tonight since it might take you a while to be with them again.

November 23:

You're last whole day today and I don't know if you're meeting me.. It would cut me down to my vein if I would not see you for the last time.. but it's not for me to decide. I have enjoyed every single moment together and I could not really ask for more. Knowing the fact that you are just around makes me move at the edge of my sit.
As I write this, I can't help but to think of you.. your sweet words.. your warm embrace.. your succumbing kiss... I wonder when can i hold you again...