savouring.. (cont.)

November 23:

I thought I will not see you anymore. I did not expect for I don't want to be disappointed. It's better this way, but I was surprised. I received a text from you and you wanted me to go to the mall and meet you there. I just found myself rushing to that mall. I saw you.. you were standing there.. and remained beautiful.

You invited me for a cup of coffee.. I ordered one of my favorite, Caramel Macchiato. As we sat there, you gave me a present. I was surprised as I open the present. It was a bear. It was the same exact bear a gave you the other day....

We decided to watch "New Moon" and you keep on telling me that I looked like the lead guy.. But I don't agree,,, I am not mushy as he is.. I more than mushy.. i'm in love... (lol).

Then It's time for us to part, a difficult thing to do. I was bleeding like hell deep inside me, as if it was the end for the two of us. I kept on bleeding, though I did not let you see it. My heart is tormented. I can't see you go. I found you and there's not way I'm letting go.

But it is a reality that I have to face. A reality to accept the fact that we will be thousand miles apart. But the fact that we may not be together physically, i know that our hearts are binded. We're together on this. we found each other... I won't let go.. I won't wait for you, but instead, wait for me.. i'm comming for you..