irony

Hmnnn.. upon opening my blog, I pause for a while. I can't put up the right words that would best describe how I really feel. It was filled with mixed emotions. So I just stared on my pc... and then there was a pause.

Life seems to be so unpredicatble. You'll never know what will happen next so you should expect the unexpected and learn to adapt to any exhuberant change.

I was the saddest person in the world, when the storm hit me early this year. I was defeated, I struggled, I fought, I regain, I survived and I have learned. Things went smoothly to my life. I told myself that it was just one part of me.. there are other things or aspect in my life that needs my attention...

Few peron came along, but I took every single step as easy as possible. I do not want to let my self be forced and dwell in to something I am not really sure. But never that I expected that someone like you would come on a right time... on a right place..

I was gravitated to you.. even from the very first day. I was afraid but something's telling me that I am doing the right thing...

Then we've met.. finally. It was not the perfect setting but it was blissful... serene..

At a single snap, I am he happiest person again... Heaven's what I felt in the arms of an imperfect being...

But again, life has it's own way.. I am again in the midst of sadness.. sad not because this will end... but I am feeling this because we have to be apart again..

but I am thankful, beause if Cinderella has only until midnight, I was given 10 wonderful days... and I am thnakful.. because I was given a chance.. to be with you.. and to prove my worth for your love..

You may leave,, but it doesn't mean goodbye for us.. I will be waiting... I found you.. and you found me.. I'm not letting go....