an excerpt from Madel's email

I swallowed all my pride until nothing was left for me.. but I guess I can no longer blame myself since I’ve done my part.. The most painful part is that I’ve asked so many signs.. and all of the signs came to life.. everything.. so I held on.. knowing that things will be good for me.. for us.. but no matter what, how much you love the person, if it’s really not meant for you, then there’s nothing you can do.. I used to believe that Love conquers all.. but it turned out that it is just a make believe.. for people who continue to fool their themselves… I still cry, especially right now.. that there’s no choice but to accept it and move on… I just think that I am not the only one who suffered from what happened.. that time will heal all wounds.. that there would be life after this