you...

>After so many dramas, after so many tears wasted, and after so many time consumed of convincing oneself that the person you just spent your days with would be the person you truly love and cared for and sadly, it wasn't. Most of us, were blinded that we found the person that we've been longing for once we felt the attraction and the attachment. Little did we know that the person, that we hoped for, would not be the "one" and there would be someone else that is destined for us.

As we go along our own journey, we may bump into different type of people from all walks of life. Some may left us with the impression that they are the rightful person or the one that is the answer to our daily prayers but to our surprise,they're just another failed romance or failed relationship. We may always fall for the wrong person for so many reasons but does it really matter when in the end, we will end up with who's right for us?

I asked myself when I ever fell for someone?, like the real meaning of falling in love... I counted all of the relationship I had and I found myself in silence. I couldn't help but wonder..... did I really fell in love with someone?

I, for one, would be hypocrite if I will deny all the relationships I had. Of course, I fell for each of them. I would not be in any of these relationship if I never committed myself and never had the feeling. But this I'm sure of, Yes, I loved, but have I ever fell for someone so deep, that I can give my life with? That I can tell the world that I love that person no matter what, that I can give up everything I have just for that person, that I love that person without any condition? That I can spend the rest of my life with?

To my surprise, after so many weeping and pain, I just now realized that, yes, I am in love and I can say that I just finally found that person. And again, a big yes, because I know, amidst of this overwhelming relationship are the endless trials, trials that I am more than willing to put a fight a with. As they say, the mirror has two faces.

I've been to so many difficulties. I fought so many battles and lost some but this is something that I can't afford to loose for this is my life and you made it more beautiful. I may show some weakness in the battlefield but it may only be a manifestation that I am only human. I get hurt, I cry, but I won't surrender. There may be lots of enemies surrounding us, like bandits who tried to hold us down, but rest assured that I am at your side.. I won't ever leave you..


Happy birthday...