No, I'm not part of the show or something it is just that It was stunning to see your Idol right before your very eyes... he's been one of the few people that i look up to eversince... it was not the first time that I saw him, I've seen him at the Podium... and again, No, i didn't asked him for a pic.... and neither his authograph....
I remeber during my highschool days, I was named Inaki by my schoolmates (Inaki was his name on his very first tv appearance in his show, TGIS) and again a big NO, I don't look like him... I just idolized him... his taste in Fashion.... his attitude.. his status in life... and his looks.... something that I would not have...... and things back then became envy...
People thought that I never had any issues with my physical appearance but I do had.... and do have(in some instances).
when I was in the last years of my Elementary and first years in my highschool....I was dumpped by these 3 girls I used to court... I was young then... and never realized that looks would really be a plus in courting a girl.. one of them even called me ugly and the other girl went for someone who'e more sikat, more intelligent and ofcourse, someone who looks like Patrick Garcia... with good looks....
Everything changed during my 3rd and 4th year, maybe i was a late bloomer then.. this is where I was named Inaki and this is when I had my first girlfriend.. and unfortunately... She has this power to attrack each and every boys in our school and that's how we broke up.... but that's another story,......
During my college days.. this is the time where offers came in.. an offer from a "HUGE" film outfit... offers for modelling stints and so on.... but I felt like the same... I don't see myself as someone that has the power to turn other people's back at the model.. and now.. I don't give a damn abotu it... what matters is that i know myself better and it is true that real beauty is what's within... I thank you.. (hehehehe)
"Ugly"
Sugababes
When I was 7
They said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same
I asked my parents if I was OK
They said you're more beautiful
And that's the way they show that they wish
They had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cos
People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you
There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn't know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great
People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you
People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you
Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be
Cos people are all the same
(The same, the same)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, you)
So are you
So are you
People are all the same
(Oh, oh, oh)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, so are you)
So are you
So are you
