"it's so hard to find someone who will love u no matter what"

-Carrie Bradshaw

...........................thank God I found you

my brooke

.....sentiments

Well, I don't know, I think, I've posted something like this on my blog, about friends going abroad. Few of them left and i just recieved a mesage from madel, who is in Canada right now, regarding another friend of ours who's planning of going abroad too. Last week, I found out that Jaru will be going to the states and two months ago, Jayson left, he went to Canada.


Is this really the trend right now? I mean, Cyril is already in Iraq, Elgene is in CA, Edmond is in Chicago, Sheryl in Dubai, and worst, Anne is palnning to move to Japan since her family migrated there few years ago and also my best friend emill told me two night ago that he will be leaving this month too. He said he will be transferred to Australia.

I don't know, it made me really sad to know that these people are some of my closes friends and yet they left. I know, it's for their future..and I'm not also closing doors, I am also open to any possibilities of going abroad... there are opportunites going to States right now but i'm still having my second thought. Dubai is also an option but I really don't know..I guess all these are just the reality that we cannot prevent... We grew up... we move on with our lives... and I hope that the friendship will still remain....

my brooke

Nuclear Weapon, Piracy, Valkyrie profile, etc..

I don't usaully post anything that has something to do with current affairs/events or anything that has something to do with political or economical crisis, there's got to be another websites for this information to be tackled or to be discussed with online readers, I mean CNN and Fox web sites for that matter. However, upon watching the news last night, it kinda bothers me with this Nuclear testing Issue with North Korea. I mean hello... what the heck is that, The wars that has been going on in Iraq and lebanon and here's another one. I mean, I'm not judging into any conclusion, it's just that, the question on "what would be North korea's intention on this Nuclear testing?" come on, these are not just toys or something that they can use to enhanced their special effects on their koreanovelas right?

Moving on, It's the first day of the week for me and there's nothing much to do at work... so here I am, filling up the boredom....
I was so preoccupied with playing Valkyrie Profile on my ps2, I'm becomming a videogame addict again since i had my ps1, now that my ps2 available, I chose to stay at my apartment just to play instead of spending time outside or with my friends.... The special effects is so amazing, ps1 games seems to be so outdats with this game. (i know right, ps3 is out...... and so was xbox-360). I just hate how the game seems to have endless battles and that i can't escape the battles unlike other rpg games....

Speaking of the new game I have, i bought a fake "COMPLETE SEASON" of one of my favorite series (can't mention the title and the place where I bought it for legal matters.. hehehehe). it consist of 7 seasons and if u'll buy the original one, u'll end up spending 10,500 bucks because a season cost 1500 (...or more). I spend only 250 bucks and I got the same exact quality. But, there are slight defficiencies... First, the complete season comes in 3 C.D.'s only, so imagine how many episodes per C.D. and lastly, the 6th to 9th episodes of the 1st season has a spanish translation!?!?!?! kamusta naman diba? pero it's ok.... after all, where can u actually buy that cheap? i'm even planning to buy some more....

my brooke

....realization, verse 2

It really feels good whenever you make up with someone u had small qualm with for a long time. It's not so bad sometimes to suck-out ur pride just to pick up the broken pieces that you had wih the person, especially if you've been friends. I have learned that life can all be fine if we just know how to accept our mistakes and if we know how to apologize for other people that we have, somehow, caused any pain.

Upon this realization, I will try to do my best to sincerely apologize for each and every person that I hurt throughout the years... Time can heal the wounds and I'm very positive that it will be more easy for a person to be brave enough to face this. Like they say, we are no longer getting younger, and we only live once, It's so harsh to live in this earth with any angst towards other people. I know it may seem late for others to accept it, but a humble soul deserves a chance...

this came into me this morning upon knowing that one of my close friend, who's been special to me, will be leaving soon, and I take my part for our small misunderstanding to be fixed.. I hope everything will be okay between the two of us and I wished you all the best in the "U.S.A" hehehehe

my brooke