lalala

Been very busy coping with the transition period that we had last week and the week ends seems to be so helpful since i've enjoyed every single minute with a "princess". I won't dwell too much on that.. i just had my time. I'm planning to go to pampanga next week to have some time with my family and friends... I had so many things to do and accomplish there... Christmass seems to be so near and it adds too much pressure on me, If I was delighted with "monetary' fulfillment last year, it seeems to be the other side of it this year for me.... I spend alot last year because of shopping, and I'm so generous bec I always share what I have, unlike now, I'm not being self-centered, it's just that I need to tighten my belt for the meantime because of a "crucial" funancial obstacle im into.... however, sun shines after the rain and hoping that early next year, things would flow swiftly.....

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

GOB is the "first" book I laid my hands on among the 7-part installments of J.K. Rowling prior to watching the flick. I actually read the "Prisoner of Azkaban" after seeing the film, and so was the first two. As what happened to The 3rd Movie, some significant stuff were'nt included. Some are even edited which makes the film so incomplete and would leave you hanging because there were some missing links that are so related to the story as a whole.

In terms of animation/special effects, the film was superb, as always expected. The film conveys a great transition and some scenes were strictly formated to the descriptions of the Author on the book. However, there were Some scenes that was presented well because it's as if you are seeing what you've imagined when your reading the book. Specially the The Hungarian-tail dragon(was showd as described in the book), cahsing Harry potter. I had the same hypher-activeness when I was still reading the book. The same with the Quidditch cup tournament (but some scenes were edited.. actually, almost all)... well, let me not spoil everything, you might not have seen it yet. Just see it yourself, that's just it for now

I'm looking forward on 2007 for the 5ty book (which I just finished a couple of months ago and as for the new one which will be filmed on 2008, I'm still reading it)

"Cedric was a person who exemplified many of the qualities that distinguish Hufflepuff house. He was a good and loyal friend, a hard worker, he valued fair play. His death has affected you all, whether you knew him well or not. I think that you have the right, therefore, to know exactly how it came about. Cedric Diggory was murdered by Lord Voldemort. It is my belief, however, that the truth is generally preferable to lies, and that any attempt to pretend that Cedric died as the result of an accident, or some sort of blunder of his own, is an insult to his memory..."
"Remember Cedric. Remember, if the time should come when you have to make a choice between what is right and what is easy, remember what happened to a boy who was good, and kind, and brave, because he strayed across the path of Lord Voldemort. Remember Cedric Diggory." (GF37)

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"No pain is greater when love is unreciprocated
Like needle without thread piercing my heart unabated
When you chose to lie, I just can’t see myself alive
Thousands of miles away Oceans and mountains apart
But I see you standing here a ghost and specter of sort
Why can’t you just see that you & I are meant to be?
Love lost is all I have The more I yearn, the more I starve
Love lost when you go How could you do me wrong?
Have we come to this? Fire without passion nor soul
Touch me now, my darling You used to love me so
Love lost is all I have The less I see, the less I grieve
Love lost, that’s what we’ve been I adore you, is that a sin?
No pain is sweeter when there’s hope of true love
Like needle piercing my heart Shower me with your adoring eyes
When you chose to lie I choose to love you more "

*****this is an excerpt from one of my friends from a friend-finder web page, it somehow went deep down on my senses......

dont u forget about us..

(by Mariah Carey)

Don't forget about us

Don't baby, don’t baby,don't let it go

No baby, no baby, no baby no

Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go

My baby boy...

(Verse I)

Just let it die

With no goodbyes

Details don't matter

We both paid the price

Tears in my eyes

You know sometimes

It'd be like that baby(Bridge I)

Now every time I see you

I pretend I'm fineW

hen I wanna reach out to you

But I turn and

I walk and I let it ride

Baby I must confess

We were bigger than anything

Remember us at our best

And don't forget about

(Chorus)

Late nights, playin' in the dark

And wakin' up inside my arms

Boy, you'll always be in my heart and

I can see it in your eyes

You still want it So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience

Nothing can compare to your first true love

So I hope this will remind you

When it's for real, it's forever

So don't forget about us

(Verse II)

Oh they say

That you're in a new relationship

But we both know

Nothing comes close to

What we had, it perseveres

That we both can't forget it

How good we used to get it

(Bridge II)

There's only one me and you

And how we used to shine

No matter what you go through

We are one, that's a fact

That you can't deny

So baby we just can't let

The fire pass us by

Forever we'd both regret

So don't forget about(

Chorus)

(Rap)

And if she's got your head all messed up now

That's the trickery

She'll wanna have like you know

how this lovin' used to be

I bet she can't do like me

She'll never be

MC

Baby don't you,

don't you forget about us

(Chorus x2)

Don't baby, don't baby, don't let it go

No baby, no baby, no baby no

Don't baby, don't baby,

don't let it go

When it's for real, it's forever

So don't forget about us.

for my bee.........

Where to stand...

Moving on is a necessity for someone who has been into different obstacle, because apparently, life must go on. We don't wanna be stucked in whatever unlikely occurence we might had.

I just realized that to further help you for a better recovery is to have a peace of mind. Something that no one can ever give you but yourself. Regardless of other's helpful advice, you still need to think of the things that calms you, not only emotionaly, but also spiritually. By doing that you'll further cultivate your own own self, and your own desires.

You have to evaluate yourself regarding the past days/months you're into that situation and try to realize if you were able to learn something. It is one of the things you need to thank for because you have achieved something. That after all, it is not a mess, that it (the despair) gave you something that you can use in the fututre, that it made you stronger.

Sometimes we always put blame (................to be continued)

A whole new world....

It is always a good feeling to wake up early in the morning with a smile and knowing that you have another long day ahead, Another right time to start up for a new beginning.

I'm now part of a new company which I am still working as a trainee, and it's good to know that the people I'm currently with are nice and easy to mingle with. i already have new set of friends that I usually hang out during breaks. I also want to mention the new workplace. It is still far from my place, it's in Q.C. but it is definitely fine than the previous workplace I had.

I'm also pleased to learn about the program that I'm into. It is an Internet Service Provider (ISP) in the states. Some of the task are the same with the one i had but the calls, I guess, are a bit calm and simple. No more Troubleshooting and upselling.

ode to my heart

If we could only decide for other people, if we can only teach our hearts, if we can only pretend that we are happy............. but we cannot... we can only decide for ourself, by folllowing what our hearts desire.. it's a matter of choosing what's right and what's inside of us bursts out..... we can smile, even we're sad, we can decieve other people with what we can show, but never ourselves....yes, we can show smile yet we can't show joy... If only we can conceal everything what we felt, but we cannot.... there's always truth...

When I saw you with someone else, i thought i lost you
but I thought we can forget everything and start a new
but it was late to know that this would only tear us apart
you won me back, but no longer my heart

if only i can teach my heart, i'll rather stay
but I'm only human and can not play a game we cannot potray
everynight i cried for the pain i can no longer erase
if only i can, then ill not feel this solace.............