Last August, Edmund or mon, my Convergy's co-worker, flew to Chicago to stay there for good since his wife was a registered nurse and they had a good opportunity to go there without any difficulty of convincing the US Embassy to entrust them a US Visa. Then, Last Sunday, October 12, Elgene, my highschool and drinking buddy, invited us on his "despedida" party because he also decided to go to San Diego to seek better opportunity.... we had fun and we had a semi-reunion that time. And then Just this very moment, Madel, mads, or "madeldel", also held her despedida party here in Angeles City because she will be going to Ontario, Canada because her family decided to migrate there....

I really cannot describe the feeling of "someone" close to you will now be "out-of-reach". It's not the same thing when I decided to go to Baguio and sacrificed not to see my friends for a long time. Baguio is just a 5-7 hours away from Angeles City. America is 13 hours away... through Airways...

What I am pointing out is that, people tends to go to other countries to seek fortunes, better living, which they won't achieved by staying in this country. We just have to face the reality that you really have to leave you love-ones because it is no longer possible for you to reach the life that dreamt of when you were youg by staying here... The Economy, politics, society, poverty, and alot more...

Next year, Mary Ann will be leaving for japan.. Emill, my bestfriend, is also planning to got to Japan. by December, Sheryl will be going to Dubai too. Not to forgot my sister, whose now in Paris. And me, I'm open to any possibilities of going abroad, but I would like to stay here as much as possible, hoping that everything would change.....

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A year has passed after that very tragic incident that shattered my world. It has been a year since I played so stupid infront of that s2pid person.. I guess the bitterness still exist in me but the feeling has been swept thru time.... where am I now ?... After every storm, there's always a rainbow... but why am i still hoping for that rainbow to come into my word? Haven't i learned anything from that traumatic moment of my life? i guess so, because that rain still pours into me as I travel the new life I've choosed to dealt with.... Guess life's really full of surprises... u'll never know that you're being examined if you learned or you are still doing the silly things u had before.... if life is like an examination or a final test, and u can only take it once, definitely I'll flunk! Sickening may it seems, but that's how does reality strucks me everytime I delve in to this kind of situation.. how can i let myself be hurt, how can't i fight the way life slapps me... pathetic it may sound... but I'm weakening, if love is everything then why can't it heal the wounds of my sorrows, why can't it take me to reverie and sing me such a delectable songs.... why can't we undewrstand each other if we really love each other... why am i being hurt for every insolent words i hear from u? y can't you give me the happiness and joy that a person u loved can give?.....

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