Tuesday, August 30, 2005

share ko lang....




1.are u serious when it comes to relationships?
~yes I am, i see to it that i fulfill my responsibilities if i am committed to someone.. wlang magrereact.. i've changed.. hehehehe.

2. are you afraid of commitments?
~ before yes.. coz i dont wanna be hurt.. but now, ive realized that no matter how hard it is, in the end u can tell urself that uve shared ur life and uve somehow touched someone else's heart....

3. are u a risk taker?
~ yup, i go on to the extremes, i love excitements

4. wat can u say abt long distance relationships?
- it would not just work....

5. can u luv a person hu doesnt love u?
~nope, i can't

6. do actions speak louder than words?
~ yes,,, there are things that u just can't hide....

7. hav u felt/found true love?
~ yup, alot of times, but things just don't go the way we expect them to be..........

8. how can u say that a person luvs you?
~ i don't know, i just feel it.. i have a very sensitive instinct on this

9. are you good in handling relationships?
~ i dunno, ask them....

10. are you willing to give everything?
~ i used to.. i end up like im nobody...with no wings to fly......... (sigh..)

11. best thing uve learned from loving?
~ that it is the most wonderful thing that can happen to a person.... but it would also painful if u don't know how to handle it...

12. do u demand ur luv1 to change into somethingthat he/ she's not?
~ i used to but ive learned that u cannot change someone though love can move mountains...

13. wud u let go of some1 u love?
~If I have to.. if it will be better for the both of us...

14. are u a one woman/man & vice versa type ofperson?
~ I would like to convince my self that I am.... but I'm only a human and i cannot hold the future....

15. Is sex important in a relationship?
~ yes, it would determine if u a are compatible... that there's a rythm....

16. how do u express ur luv to sm1?
~ there are so many ways.. it depends how would u take them into action...

17. wat are the major reason of a break up?
~differences, third party, immaturity...

18. most important ingredient in a relationship?
~ trust

19. have you ever regret loving someone?
~ everybody does after the painful split-up, but we end up apprecaiting the person instead for making us strong....

20. one thing u hate about love?
~ that it does fade.......

21. one thing u like about love?
~ i agree with jarro. (the one who posted this..) because of the "natural high"

22. worst thing u did to a love one?
~ being sarcastic..... coz i don't wanna show them that i am weak.. i tried concealing it by being sarcastic.. pa badboy effect!!!

23. are you in love?
- always.......

24. with whom?
~ not just with a person, but with other things....

25. do u have a bf/gf?
~ yup

26. why?~ it should not be questioned.. coz ur inlove, u do fell in love, that's just it.. u enjoy the feeliing of being inlove....

27. do you get tired of loving?
~ nope, even it brings sorrow, i always look forward for the "next best thing"

28. who has changed your view about loving?
~ all of em.. i fell, i cried... and ive learned...

stay


When i think about the time
I believe I knew the ways of love
All the chances that I took
I thought i knew it all
Even when I wonder how
I made it through it all I know
I do it all over again

chorus*
Stay with me
You & I would always be
Close to each other
Stay with me Loving you is so easy
Please wont you stay with me

When I look into your eyes
I don't need to hear the words I
love I can feel it in my heart
You have a way with me &
I feel so good each time
I hear you say to me
Living each day with me
Is all that you need chorus


** Stay with me
You & I would always be
Close to each other
Stay with me
Loving you is so easy
I want you always

bridge:
Stay with me
Everyday with me
Stay with me Stay....

Coda:
Stay,
forever & ever
forever & ever outro:
Stay with me
Loving you is so easy
Please wont you stay with me

Thursday, August 18, 2005

it's been a long time since I found myself alone again.. i mean, i've been accompanied most of the time by my peers, family or a partner.... and guess what, even im commited, i just had a thought of being alone would once again cross my path... i am not used to it... to eat ur dinner at malls alone or go to grocery store.. but i suddenly felt like going "fully" independent by facing the fear of solidarity... the first step of overcome fear is by facing them.. and that's what i did.. i went to a grocry store alone.. i did it in the past.. nost of the time in baguio when i was just in college... but in those times, i do not have any other choice.. but what happened last saturday was a big deal for me.. u know that someone can help u and has the responsibility to accompany u,,, bt on the other side, my bee is still working for their thesis so i cannot rely too much because of the work loads of having thesis...

as for work, we've been decreasing in numbers since the day they announced that our team will be dispersed.. unfortunately, due to that demotivating event, some decided to shift their paths and decided to leave... one of them will be migrating to Chicago..which is my closest team mate... some move out to a company just a few step away... and there, 5 of us remained.. the 2 went to coaches corner, and the 3 of us on a regular shift but with different team leader...

Monday, August 15, 2005

cool


by gwen stefani






It's hard to remember
how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life...
Passes things get more comfortable
Everything is going right
And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that
you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain
Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days
where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles,
and now we're hangin' out
with your new boyfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool

Sunday, August 07, 2005

sleeps with butterflies...



tori amos






Airplanes
Take you away again
Are you flying
Above where we live
Then I look up a glare in my eyes
Are you having regrets about last night
I'm not but I like rivers that rush in
So then I dove in
Is there trouble ahead
For you the acrobat
I won't push you unless you have a net
You say the word
You know I will find you
Or if you need some time
I don't mind
I don't hold on
To the tail of your kite
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly then boy
Balloons
Look good from on the ground
I fear with pins and needles around
We may fall then stumble
Upon a carousel
It could take us anywhere
I'm not like the girls that you've known
But I believe I'm worth coming home to
Kiss away night
This girl only sleeps with butterflies
With butterflies
With butterflies
So go on and fly boy

Monday, August 01, 2005

SiX...

heto na naman ako
nag-papakasenti sa iyo
di ko naman alam kung para saan ito
basta ang alam ko, masaya ako

di ko man maipakita sa iyo
siguro nmn alam mo naman ito
ikaw lang ang nagpapa-saya sa akin bawat minuto
kahit hindi ka man kumbinsido

nasa pang anim na tayo
sanay magtagal pa ito
kahit away bati na parang pusa't aso
mhal kita at mamahalin, ito'y pangako...........

it may sound a bit cheesy, but this is how i feel, this is me, many would react, but i care less because this is how i can express what i feel right now.... like im floating into reverie.....