more 2day than yesterday.. (",)

"More Today Than Yesterday"

I don't remember what day it was
I didn't notice what time it was
All I know is that I fell in love with you
And if all my dreams come true,
I'll be spending time with you

Everyday's a new day,
in love with you
With each day comes a new way, of loving you
Everytime I kiss your lips my mind starts to wonder
And if all my dreams come true,
I'll be spending time with you
I loved you more today than yesterday
But not as much as tomorrow
Ohhh, I loved you more today than yesterday
But darlin' not as much as tomorrow

Tomorrow makes each spring time just a day away
Cupid we don't need you now be on your way
Thank the lord for love like hours that grows ever stronger
And if all my dreams come true
I'll be spending time with you

Ohhh I loved you more today than yesterday
But not as much as tomorrow
Ohhh, I loved you more today than yesterday
But darlin' not as much as tomorrow

Everyday's a new day
Everytime I love you
Everyday's a new way
Everytime I love ya
Everyday's a new day
Everytime I love ya
Everyway's a new way
Everytime I love ya
Everytime I love ya
Everytime I love ya
Everytime I love ya

wala lang... miss ko lang baby ko....

Happy Easter everyone

holy week has ended... finally. It's not because I'm not religious, but it's kinda odd this year, I'm at work while everyone's in a vacation (not particular if they spend it just at home or they went to a supa vacation like goin to beach... bora..) but the main point is, atleast, they had a vacation. that's it!.. unlike I, who just spend all of the week at my work station.. doing nothing but my job... and the most painful part is that, Manila seems to be a ghost town.. yup,everyone's gone... they're at every part of the country... and envy them.. I wanna go home.. but I cannot..

I used to go on break every holy week, though I just stay at home.... I grew up with a religious family and so going everywhere during holy week is nothing but a sin.. yes it is..it is strictly prohibited.. When we we're young, T.V.'s not even allowed for the whole week, the only "extra-curricular" activities I had is to play with my friends. I do miss visiting my Lolo's place and watch those who were "nagpi-pinetensya" that eases up our boredom.. unfortunately now, after work, u have to go home straight. There's even a limited means of transpo, Mrt and Lrt are not operating, some malls are also closed not to mention some fast food and resto's.

But happily, I didn't failed to do my responsibilities as christian, and wholeheartedly did reflections during the semana santa since. It is a time, indeed, to repent and to reflect.... I went to the church to do a "station of the cross" prayer, do some fasting (but accidentally ate a pork because I mistook it as fish fillet....) and lastly, I received a rosary from my "baby" because they went to Manaoag on Easter Sunday. Anyway, I hope the past Holy Week has atleast change us even in a small way...

Bday Party!!

I dunno if it's just a coincidence or what, but the very next day after I posted the 10 things that we usually do during "downtime" on our work, the internet service on our company was curtailed and without our knowing, all of the service were down and from then on, we we're deprived to use our only preveiledge of accessing the web.. and that is the main reason why I haven't uploaded my blog and so was my friendster... As pampalubag loob, it was reconnected 2day because we were working and it's Holy Thursday! I've alsp learned that they were giving away some freebies...

Anyway, there's no other events that unfolded last week except for the Birthday celebration I had wiht my Family and friends.. at long last natuloy din.... I've planned for it for a long time and at it did pushed through. I intended not to cook too much since I have only few friends that's comming, take note, these are only my close friends from pampanga because I haven't celebrate my birthday with them since highschool, kya I decided to have a small party with them and with my Family as well. Pam, Madel, Jun-jun, Banjo, Joanne&mike, allan, harris, brix and Luisito are my visitors that night. Some failed to come due to some unavoidable circumstances, but it made my day very happy and satisfied...
For the past 4 years, I've celebrated my birthdays with my friends in baguio because basically, I stayed there and I always have a class so there's no way for me to have it celebrated with my kapampangan friends.... but since I stayed in Manila now and it would only take you an hour to reach pampanga (thanks to the new NLEX), there would be no excuse this time so I went ahead and asked y mom to cook a little for me and it came out very memrable.

by the way, thanks for the presents... sa mga wala pa, pwede pang magpahabol.... hehehehe..

10 things.........

I'm freakin bored with the shift, though there's just a few calls... I've been missing my baby alot..... anyway, I've decided to enlist the top 10 things that I've been doing while it's a "downtime" on our work....

1.check e-mails

-fortunately, we have an unlimited access to the web. However, friendster is not allowed on our system, but some of the agents are using proxy sites, but mine's not working for whatever reason so I just check my mails which comes also from my boss.. mga sermon.. mga pagawa.. at kung anu-ano pa...

2.chat

-yes, you've heard it right, we are chatting when we don't have a call but yahoo messenger is not also allowed so we are using proxysite for chatroom... mga ligawan blues... corny!!

3.text

-before, we can bring our mobile phones while we're on the floor but right now it was prohibitted, but then, i used to send text messages alot to my textfriends eventhough that it is causing too much static on my headset, maybe that is one of the very reason why...

4.online games

-yes, although our company has a very strict rules regarding internet usage some of us has the guts to play online games because some of my "techie" team mates managed to download those online games though they can be filtered from our system.. one of my fave is "hangaroo" heheheh

5. Gambling

-anyforms.... name it... my most favorite, lucky nine. All u need is the calculator from our computer.. bingo..

6. chi-chat

-yes, the most easiest and most convenient, pamatid boredam is to have a small or group "talky" with the person seated beside you or within the whole team..

7. viewing pleasures..

-yes, although the floor seems to be crowded you still can see or notice some of the visually-stimulating images from each side of the floor... (8s up to u if ull be naughty or nice.. hehehe)

8.Daydream

-the most cheapest means of unleashing the boredam, especially, remeniscin the things you've done in the past.. and ahem, some of the "not-so-nice" things u wish to do..

9.READ

-yup, i just read some of the posts from my favorite blogger who writes well and gives me alot infos anything under the sun, Ala Paredes and Jo Macasa to name a few.

10. UPDATE BLOG!!!!

-hehehehe, self explanatory..........

mata

di po ako pumasok dahil may lagnat ako!!!!!!!!!! (ows)..... But I'll be just fine... anyway, check out this song that I've been humming the past few days........


mata
"mojofly"

Kamusta na,
nandyan ka pa ba
Wala na yatang magagawa kundi tumawa
Nandyan pa ba mga ala-ala
Ang tanging bagay na naiwan sa 'ting dalawa

'wag na paikutin ang isa't isa
Lahat ng bagay ay malinaw na
Hindi na rin kailangan pagpilitan pa'di mo na kinakailangan pang magsalita

Chorus
Nakita ko na lahat ito
Pinahihiwatig ng mata mo
Salamat na lamang sa iyo

7 years of friendship

Since I'm in pampanga last weekends, I took advantage of havin a long vacation, so I called up my barkada and informed them that I just arrived. Before i knew it, Harris, (my kumpare) suddenly appeared infront of our door and it is already a sign that there's another umaatikabong inuman. The las time when we get drunk was last November, yes, 4 long months and I'm sure the rest of the group are just waiting for me to quench for their thirst for alcohol.... (mga sunog-baga kasi kami kahit nung highschool pa) then, we had kwentuhan, even last christmas, we wouldn't able to celebrate because everytbody's seems to be busy. As we go on, we reflected on some of the most happiest days we had as a barkada, The Enchanted kigdom trip when we were on our foruth year(highschool), the Swimming parties(during sembreak or summer), the trip to Luisita, the Dringking sessions, the trip to baguio, the "panliligaw" and all those stuff. It is just surprising that everone in the group seems to be eager to do those activities once agin and I'm also excited to bond with this tropa.....

love and death

My mom called me up last wednesday while im at work to inform me that my tito bhoy, just past away that morning due to kidney complications. I rushedly asked my boss and filed for a leave....... while I'm on my way home to our province, I recalled when we were young, tito bhoy used to stay with us since his work was just near our place and his one of the "alaga" of my mom (they used to call our place an orphanage...) then I rem the times when I really hated him coz when I'm a kid (I'm chubby) he used to kiss me on my chin and I hate his beard and I really cry to death and yell at him... I also remember the pasalubong he always give us (mixed nuts) eventhough it's late at night, me and my ate insist to nibble eventhough that we just finishd having toothbrush... at the burrial, I was so touched with the scene wherein Tita beth kissed my tito's remains... They really do loved each other and it proves that only death would set them apart.. they were married for only two years and yes, they marry late at the age of 40. They both know that tito bhoy would not be able to make it that long but still, their faith kept them intact.. but the fact that nothing in this world is permanent and that we need to leave this world to serve our creator, I know, tita beth would soon be recover and I really do admire her effort in the name of love....

iNviSiblE.............

through the midst of the distance, there i found you,
you've made me feel complete and make me brand new
I stand in the dark and i never got a clue
that sometime in my life, i will find you

my morning seems to have brighter day
that all of my worries, you've swept them all away
to up above, i ask the heavens and pray
that in this life of mine, I wish that u will stay


everyday i must admitt, i'm falling deeply into you
for the world around me seems to have a different hue
to stare at your smile is all i wanna do
coz what is inside me is what i believed to be true

i ask myself if what good i have done in the past
to recieve you as a gift, the lord gave me as i ask,
for them my love for u is questionable
but i love u coz u saw me when i'm invisible.........

(.....done it while im at work... for my bee)

Fallin'

my baby's making tampo because hindi ko daw nilalagay name nya coz finally bisasa na nya blog ko, and nagalit ba naman dahil wala raw special mention ang name, samantalang lahat ng article ko tungkol sa kanya...

Anyway, I don't feel like writing too much right now coz' I'm feeling so lazy but I will be just posting a song that I just heard this morning while I'm on my way to work....

fallin by keahiwai

i wanna tell you baby that you're the one i'm thinking of

but your heart is still with him and i think he's the one you love

i only want you happy, even if it's not with me

maybe one day, you'll open up your eyes and you'll see

CHORUS:

THAT I THINK I'M FALLIN',

MAYBE I'M FALLIN' FOR YOUYEAH,

I THINK I'M FALLIN',

BABY I'M FALLIN' FOR YOU

from the first time you laid your lips on mine

it feels like the smile on my face will last 'til the end of time

but i'm not so sure, if you're the one that i should pursue

my mind tells me no, but my heart only says that it's you

CHORUS:

THAT I THINK I'M FALLIN',

MAYBE I'M FALLIN' FOR YOUYEAH,

I THINK I'M FALLIN',

BABY I'M FALLIN' FOR YOU

BRIDGE:

only time will tell, the mystery is yet to unfold

who's gonna feel love's warmth,

and the other left in the cold
Repeat CHORUS

my day

it's my day and I'm so thankful for all the heartwarming greetings sent by my friends and I want to mention those who touched my heart with their messages... my friends, namely Pham(who greeted me 12:00 am), Aby(whose I'm with,12 o'clock am, while we attended their "3rd Quarter party" of their Company...whch is opposite of my Company... heheheh) Joanne(who never failed to greet me every year.. I miss you girl) Maryann(who is so sweet, tot she forgot it), My bestfriend "jun", Harris(my kumpare), Brix(my barkada), maces, and also my co-workers, esp jem(one of those who greeted me early) my boss(who just greets me today..) my trainer(car... kampai!!) and my team mates(sorry, alng budget), And not to forget my Family, my mom... sweet message! my Dad.. and my ate (thanks for the Ice cream.. I love it) and two kuyas... (kahit nakalimutan nung isa... hehehe). and cyempre, ang taong love ko .. ang BABy ko, my inspiration... u'r love is like a sunlight that brightens up my day and kiss my blues away (cheezy er?) heheheh... and to all other people who remembered my bday, u know who u are... thanks alot..... and sa mga hindi naka-alala... salamat na lang din....

Well, I just spend my bday very simple... magkasama lang kami ni bee buong araw. I've attended a party last night and it was superb, It was held in the Fort in taguig.. opted not to mention the name of the place nor the company... coz it was my company's counterpart... so there, the party ended at 2 am and I've decided to go greenbelt to meet bee coz they also had a gimik there.. so then, we went home and the moment we woke up the next morining, we went to Laguna to visit my ate coz she's at the place of my kuya... then we stayed there.. hang around... I don't have any plans for today because I'm planning to celebrate it during the weekends, basically in pampanga, since it's been a long time since I didn't go home... and my friends miss me na daw... heheheh.... but i don't know yet... I haven't set-up any plans..

gift list.......

here are some of the things that I want to have as a present on my birthday. I decided to have 2 kinds of gift list which are the untangible and the tangible.. just scroll down to figure that out............


Untangible thngs.......


5. longer commitment

4. peace of mind

3. contentment

2. Confidence (more of it)

1. Self-actualization

Tangible things.......

10. Cd's (Mario, J.Lo's Rebirth, Nelly's Sweat, Gwen Steffan)

9. Body spa (stressed reliever)

8. FnH pants, white Long sleeves polo found in a Guess shop

7. Ponny Sneakers... yahoo!!(it is my ate's gift to me)

6. Dvd Collections of "The Godfather"

5. 1 week stay in Bora......

4. Clinique perfume for men, ashes by escada, Issey Miyaki (pubos na kasi)

3. portable Dvd player by sonny, with a lcd screen

2. Mini iPod(i didn't won the raffle, ted got it, my team mate. i envy him)

1. Erickson s700i

yawning....

It seems that my blog has alot of lyrics and mukha na cyang lyric site. wala lang.. trip lang... masama ba? hmp!!! I dunno, I'm so bored with my work today... and it's freezing cold out here!!!! I just play along with my pc and researches alot of sites.. pls give me some websites ung mga hindi boring para naman magenjoy ako sa work na ito... this would be the last day(night, that is) for me to be in this shift.. we will be moving to a different, and better shift.... (hay sa wakas) at long last it would be a normal life and I will be having a free time during saturday night (life rocks).... haay... I've been having shift during saturday night since november buti na lang... I can't think of any topic to discuss on this site... Maybe I'l just update my blog next time...

Nga pala, Birthday ko na sa Monday!!!! yahoo.... saaan kaya kami pupunta ng asawa ko??? hmmmnnnn........ yayks tanda ko na!!!!

Friend from the past...

Im so happy coz we've smoothen the bumps that we had yesterday and I'm so thankfull coz I thought that we would not be able to fix things... anyway, I just spend all my daytime hours cleaning my room and retrieving some of the old stuff coz I finally realized that I'm staying on that place for like a year now and i need to retract some of the old piles that were hidden on every corner of my room... as I battle with all the dusk, I suddenly found a "let's-work-things-out" letter from a friend from the past... I was amazed coz it was dated March 24 (few more days for it to be a year old!!) I dunno but as I read that letter I became sad and remember some of the good stuff that happened between us a then... we've met on March 30, 2003 at it was 2 years ago and things end up at the least we expected... We stayed friends for 1 year and 7 months and I enjoyed every single time we had... we still talk if there's time but it's imposible right now to turn back the hands of time... I've moved on, I've learned, and I've recovered... it was 5 months since we parted, but I stay strong...Were both happy with the person we are with right now...

I'm just surprised to read a letter that was kept for a long time but I just told myself that this is part of our past.. This letter is one of the proof that once in our life we became friends and it would only end there.. as they say, some good things never last... but we should move forward, live each day and spend time doing the things that would make us better and not wasting time trying to put things back the way they used to be...

work, work, work.....

Last Wednesda(March 3) we went to cubao with my "baby's" colleagues from UST to hang-out at their friend's place. That place seems to be familiar to me since I stayed there for 2 months when I attended my apprentice at ABS-CBN and when I attended the training for my first Job. We went to Araneta Center and I'm amazed since there were huge changes on the place because there were some building renovations and road reconstructions. And one of the newest place there would be the Gateway mall but unfortunately we wouldn't able to enter because the mall's about to close. So we just stayed around it and look for a place so we could dine coz' I'm about to be starved.

There's alot of food houses that we could dine-in but we cannot figure out our common taste that time and that's how we end up with a fast-food, which is the place where I attended my first job as a Management Trainee(I opt not to mention it). I felt awkward at first coz I may meet some of the previous co-workers and they might ask me with why I didn't finish the training(coz I can't see myself doin that job for a long period of time). So we enter and order some food and before I knew it, the place seems to be the same as it was before. As I walked-in, I remember the days I spend on this place as if it was just yesterday and I recall the moments that I make kulitan with pareng "edmond", chelle and chery, my fellow trainees. As I looked back, I realized that this place is full of memories for me since I used to do things here and I used to learned alot , not only for my Job but also as a person. I've learned how to enjoy doing these things eventhough it's againts my will, but despite of these I just sort it out that this is not for me....that there would be any other else.. yes, the fact that I enjoy the task maybe just a result from having these co-trainees that I had funn hangin-out with (esp the Sibil in Morato days..)but it is a carreer and as my Mom says, you should enjoy what you are doing and not because of other people, because they cannot teach you to be happy and to be contented... it was then that I realized that what if I'm still on that Job, Maybe I'm a manager right now and I can say that I'm playing a big responsibility in that Industry and I don't know if I would be effective in that career since I really do not want the things that I'm doing and unlike now, I just play with the job that feeds not only me but all of my "luho at kapricho" so at the end of the day, I just smiled and say "sige na nga, pagbubutihin ko na sa work ko" and on the last thought, I'm blessed coz atleast I do now what are the things that makes me happy and not forced to do things I never do, not in my dreams..........

Conflicts...

nah, I'm not happy at all, this post is not about the happenings we had, but one of the misfortunes... I'm so sad... We just had a fight this evening and I just walked-out and just went to my work although I don't wanna go to without fixing this out... I don't know, it just burst through me.. why can't we be just fine.. why can't I be just nice so we won't have problem at all... Why can't I give my best just for us to be always happy... Everytime that we had a fight I always put the blame on me and I'm beginning to hate myself for it...... I've tried to understand every situatuins that we have but it really freaks me out whenever we come-up with this stupid argumentations... I just hate being yelled.. I may be authoritative or dominant but I'll understand if I need to be underdog... but I'm just a human.... I got my senses.. I get hurt...I cry... And I felt miserable....

Eres todo en mi

"ur my everything''

eres todo en mi,

el sol que me ilumina y me hace tan feliz;

la fuerza que conduce mi existir,

solo tu, mi amor;

si me abrazo a ti,

yo siento que tu esencia se dispersa

en mieno queda ni un espacio en mi sentir,

eres tu mi luzeres todo en mi,

y lluevo entre mis labios todo tu sabor,

cruzare mi bien oceanos mas profundospor saber de ti;

eres todo en mi,

por siempre y para siempreDesde que te vi;

nunca mas tendrétemor,

pues con tu amor volvi a sentiry

a renacervolare por tia un mundo donde beba

solo de tu amor,dejando la distancia tras de mí,

solos tu y yo

Bailaremos hoysobre una nube blanca que en el cielo esta;

tus ojos como estrellas brillaranpara mi,

por mi;

jamas se ira la magia de sentir tu alientosobre mi volcando

mis sentidos para amar;s

olo por tu amor,

mi amor

Solace....

"Crazy For You"

by Madonna
Swaying room as the music starts

Strangers making the most of the dark

Two by two their bodies become one

I see you through the smokey air

Can't you feel the weight of my stare

You're so close but still a world away

What I'm dying to say, is that

CHORUS:

I'm crazy for you

Touch me once and you'll know it's true

I never wanted anyone like this

It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss

I'm crazy for you, crazy for you

Trying hard to control my heart

I walk over to where you are

Eye to eye we meet, no word at all

Slowly now we begin to move

Every breath I'm deeper into you

Soon we two are standing still in time

If you read my mind, you'll see

CHORUS

It's all brand new, I'm crazy for you

And you know it's true

I'm crazy, crazy for you

hopefully, we'll be fine as I go home today... I'm so sad.............

Our Song

Officially, It's our first month today, although we celebr8 it every 24th of each month, the day when we first met, because we both agreed that we fell in love the first time our eyes meet.... We still decided atleast to have a simple celebration for this special occasion on this day though I don't wanna be cheesy or sappy about it... let me just share to you one of the favorite song that we really love...

My Only One

"yellowcard"

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one