it's been a long time since I found myself alone again.. i mean, i've been accompanied most of the time by my peers, family or a partner.... and guess what, even im commited, i just had a thought of being alone would once again cross my path... i am not used to it... to eat ur dinner at malls alone or go to grocery store.. but i suddenly felt like going "fully" independent by facing the fear of solidarity... the first step of overcome fear is by facing them.. and that's what i did.. i went to a grocry store alone.. i did it in the past.. nost of the time in baguio when i was just in college... but in those times, i do not have any other choice.. but what happened last saturday was a big deal for me.. u know that someone can help u and has the responsibility to accompany u,,, bt on the other side, my bee is still working for their thesis so i cannot rely too much because of the work loads of having thesis...

as for work, we've been decreasing in numbers since the day they announced that our team will be dispersed.. unfortunately, due to that demotivating event, some decided to shift their paths and decided to leave... one of them will be migrating to Chicago..which is my closest team mate... some move out to a company just a few step away... and there, 5 of us remained.. the 2 went to coaches corner, and the 3 of us on a regular shift but with different team leader...