24 hours of loneliness

Not to see you or hear from you within 24 hours is new to me, eversince you became mine. I am desperate to know why becoz im not used to this kind of situation.. me without you by my side is like a life without the whole world.. you said goodbye, but never that I kissed your lips nor felt your body next to mine.... and you flewn away.... so far.... that I thought you will be back soon,.... but it never happened at all, I'd wished and hoped that I will be hearing your voice that same day but all falls into pieces that time had passed and there's no you... something I'd never had any idea that it would come our way..

Still on the agony and of false hopes that tomorrow when I opened up my eyes, I'll see you though I must admitt that I put too much anticipation.. but the pain of truth comes back into a painful reality as I realized that you'll never be mine again... that u've already left me here, lifeless...

I never though our life would be like this, That I put you to that pedestal, above, so high, with the stars that shines upon me, the light that glitters on my path but now I have to accept the fact thatI can not be with you on that highness, that I have to submerged myself into these obscurity. Solitudely, I can no longer be with you coz u were with the gods and the godesses.... and I was left here so alone.. so afraid...

That 24 hours of loneliness happened without me noticing it... because you became my life, the air that I breathe, the blood that runs on my veins and the smile upon my face... and then you're gone... How do you expect me to move-on with this life I used to have while I was with you... neither I had a choice, but to go on.... and someday, I can tell the world, that I fell in love, and that is the most happiest thing that ever happened to me since the day i find love...